We decided not to cross the line (Season 2)

Episode 108. Jeonga's Letter

To my beloved summer, to Mr. Hoonji




Mr. Hoonji.

Since when did I start liking you

I thought about it carefully.




The day we first met

(not the day my neck got strangled x)

So, from the day we had our first class

up until now, I think there hasn't been a single day

that I didn't love you.




The way you listened intently and focused on my class,

the way you looked at me when I was looking somewhere else,

the way you got all worked up and excited when teasing me,

even the way your mouth would pout from jealousy...




I loved everything about you.

It wasn't because you were handsome, and it wasn't because you were an actor.

(Of course your looks were a plus, I admit that!!)




I just liked you because you were Hoonji.

Even if Hoonji had been someone else,

I would have liked and loved you.




When I saw you like that, unconscious

and being rushed to the emergency room,

I thought my heart had stopped.




When I heard you needed a liver transplant,

I thought the sky was falling.




But,

heaven gave me the chance to save you.

I'm so glad and so thankful that it was me.




So if at all possible,

I hope you won't suffer because of me

or feel guilty.




Think about it, Hoonji.

I'm always inside you, aren't I?

Thinking of it that way,

a lot of my fear and dread went away too.



And,

for the me inside you,

promise me you'll keep exercising hard from now on,

and eat your vegetables properly too.




The day we went to see tarot cards...

the lady told me to come back the next day.

She told me that if I met Hoonji,

I'd lose a lot.

Even if that lady had told me then

that I'd lose my life,

I still wouldn't have given up on Hoonji.




Because Hoonji is to me...

someone more precious than my own life.

I never knew I'd find a love like this for myself,

or that I'd come to love someone more than myself.




But I'm glad that person is you.

If I'd had the courage from the start

and stayed by your side longer,

I do sometimes regret how much better that would have been...

Still, I'm grateful that in the end

we're able to be together like this.




Hoonji, who held on to me until the end and stayed by my side.

I loved you with all my heart, and I love you now.

Even if I'm gone, my love will always keep going,

so don't be sad.

My last love, my summer...





P.S. If you're reading this letter, Hoonji,

      then that means I'm not by your side anymore...

      At first, Mom and Dad might resent you

      and hate you a lot.

      But I never got to give Mom and Dad

      my final goodbye.

      Could you sometimes take me to Mom and Dad?

      Please...





"Hyung, I think something happened to Jeong-a."