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Now, all I have to do is adjust the mood of the song...
While muttering to myself, I transformed the bright and cheerful love song into a hazy ballad. At the time when I was completing this song, I was in the midst of a warm love, so I asked Yoongi to compose the song to save the passionate love in the song.
Yes, I admit it honestly. Lately, we haven't been in touch, and I've been holed up in my room alone, just making songs. But that was one of the joys of Yoongi's life, so he couldn't give up his joys just to date. Yoongi and Yeoju have been best friends since they were three. So now that he's 22, a total of 19 years of friendship have turned into love, and from that love, they've turned into a breakup.
Even for those who have been close enough to last 19 years, spring comes and goes. Seasons don't stay in one place all year long, do they? So, naturally, love doesn't stay in one place either. Let's just think of it as a fleeting coincidence.
Is that easy? I wish it were. So I can forget you. I guess I'll stop here for today. For some reason, I wanted to take a break from composing songs, just for today. I collapsed on the bed. Then, a table caught my eye.
A photo on Yoongi's table. This photo was taken four years ago when we went to Everland. Back then, you weren't jealous, and I only had eyes for you. It was nice.
A picture on Yeoju's phone. This picture is from 9 years ago. It's a picture we took to celebrate our friendship reaching 10 years. It was when the friendship between the three of us, you, me, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung, and Han Hyojin, was strong. I miss these five members.
Do you know? I liked you first, and I had a secret crush on you and showed it a lot. But Yoongi, you only thought of me as a girlfriend. I think that's why I became even more jealous. I thought it would be easy to become your girlfriend, just like you can become a girlfriend by removing the 's' from a girlfriend. But it wasn't. It took a lot of effort, passion, time, persistence, and many other conditions to make you only see me. In the end, you became someone who only looks at me.
- "I'm an idiot. I should have been more considerate."
"This place too... is where I came with Yeoju. Yeoju will definitely meet someone better than me, so let's just forget about it."