1. It might be the last
“Miss Yeoju, the doctor called you.”
“Oh, yes!”
When Soonyoung's surgery day was approaching, the doctor suddenly called me in the morning, spoke to Soonyoung, and then went into the examination room. What's going on...?
“What brought you here.. me”
“You know that Soonyoung’s surgery is coming up soon, right?”
“..yeah but why is that.. “
"I called you here to tell you exactly how the surgery will be performed. So, don't be so nervous."
“Ah..yes”
I heard the doctor's detailed explanation of the surgery, and after hearing everything, he explained it to me again in detail.
“The chances of survival are slim. Even if you survive, there’s a high chance you’ll lose your memories.”
“I know. But my feelings haven’t changed.”
“Soonyoung… you really have a good girlfriend.”
“He also saved me many times.”
“Then you can go now.”
"Okay.. Okay, that's it."
Knock knock -
“..I have to go and tell him later.”
I left the examination room and headed to the hospital room, where Soonyoung was lying... and Chani? Why was he here... Even though it was the weekend...
“Hey, heroine! You’re here?”
" hello. "
“Oh, okay.. but why did Chani come?”
"Ah, I'm worried I might not be able to lead the dance club any longer. I've hired a future dance club president."
“Chan-i? Oh.. what’s wrong?”
“Okay… Now, you two, talk. I’m done talking.”
“Oh, okay. Bye!”
After Chan-i left like that -
“What did the doctor say?”
“Uh.. the chances of survival are slim, and even if I survive.. there’s a high chance I’ll lose my memories.”
“What… Why are you calling me when you’re always going to say the same thing?”
“Sunyoung.”
" huh? "
" .. no "
Maybe this is the last time I'll be saying this, because I'm afraid I won't be able to see Kwon Soon-young grumbling, laughing, and crying while looking at my face like this anymore.
“Hey, what are you thinking about?”
“Just… because this might be the last time.”
“..Why am I like this..?”
“Huh? “
Suddenly, Sunyoung grabbed her head and groaned in pain, and I hastily pressed the call button.
“Ugh.. “
Kudangtang -
“G..Kwon Soon-young!!”
Why is this happening when there's still a week left? Or is there only a week left? Or is it today?
“Soonyoung.. Wake up! Kwon Soonyoung..!!”
“Ugh.. Yeoju..hey me.. “
“Huh.. Sunyoung.. Hold on a little longer.. Please.”
After a while, the doctor came in and said that he would perform surgery right away, and Sunyoung was taken straight into the operating room.
2. It hurts too much to watch
“Hey, heroine..!! Where’s Sunyoung..?”
“Mom.. Dad.. Our Sunyoung.. Ugh, what should I do.. “
Hug -
“It’ll be okay.. It’ll be okay, Soonyoung, it’ll be okay.”
“Huh.. I feel bad for our Soonyoung.. What should I do..?”
"If I really like you... I'll overcome this wonderfully. So don't worry, heroine."
“Dad.. sob.. I really don’t think I can live without Sunyoung.. “
I was going crazy. A warm spring called Kwon Soon-young had come to my world, and now it seemed like it was finally finding its place. Why was it already leaving? Why was the child who brought spring to my laughter already gone?
After a while -
- BGM - IU (I Give You My Heart)
“..Teacher..How was the surgery..“
“.. I’m sorry. We did our best, but I’m not sure. The surgery went well, but the chances of waking up… Oh, I’m really sorry.”
Tak -
“Oh..hey lady..!”
Gulp -
“.. Lies.. Lies.. Huh? Please.. Don’t do this to him.”
"Hey, let's go for now. You've been crying a lot lately, haven't you? You might collapse if you keep doing this."
“I’d rather fall down myself.. So please, Soonyoung.. Please save me.. sob”
“I’m really… sorry.”
3. When to send away the gangster
That night, I had a dream. A dream where I was alone in a vast, empty flower field. There were only flowers, grass, and a tall cherry blossom tree. The sky was clear, cloudless, and only the warm sunlight was directed toward me.
I felt drawn to a large cherry blossom tree. There were truly many large and beautiful cherry blossoms in bloom. Yet, as I gazed at them, my heart and expression were displeased. I'd always loved cherry blossoms, so why was I crying in front of them?
at that time -
" excuse me.. "
“..? Kwon Soon-young.. “
When I looked back, I saw Sunyoung smiling bitterly.
I ran to hug her, but she wouldn't let me. Why is this happening...?
“Do you know who I am?”
“Of course.. You know me too.”
“..I don’t remember. Who you are and what kind of person you are to me.”
" what..? "
“Why are you crying? Looking at such a beautiful cherry blossom tree.”
“I don’t like cherry blossoms.”
“Really..? Then what are all those words I remember?”
“..You really don’t know who I am?”
“Yeah. I don’t remember it off the top of my head...”
“ ...? “
“I think my heart remembers. When I see you, who I don’t even remember, my heart beats so fast.”
“Are you alive?”
“Well, I don’t know. But I like it here much better.”
" uh..? "
“Where I was before... it was cold. It was sad and painful, but here, it’s always warm. I’m happy and not in pain.”
" but.. "
"Of course, I won't be able to meet the things or people I used to like. But I still like it here. I just..."
“ ..? “
“Come see me. I will always be here.”
“How could I…?”
"Even if it seems impossible, please do it. Even if you meet another man there, stay with me here. That's all I need."
“Huh.. Kwon Soon-young”
“I love you. I don’t know who you are, but I really want to tell you this.”
“I love you too, Sunyoung.”
So I woke up from that long dream, and the sound I heard as soon as I woke up was so refreshing. It was like Sunyoung's choice.
Beep-
Tears flowed from my eyes along with that sound. I hoped that these would be the last tears between us.
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This story had a sad ending. Soonyoung... In the end, like this... Please look forward to the next episode! I might change my mind and make it happy.
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