When I had a drink with someone I met for the first time
W. Resell
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I feel pretty shitty. I have a boyfriend of three years, and I saw him go into a bar with another girl to drink. He could have just gone out to eat with his girlfriend, but when I asked why, he said it was because he had a criminal record. I got caught clubbing with a girl once before. He cried and begged for forgiveness, so I gave in, but the same thing happened again. In the end, I broke up with him via text message and turned off my phone. I feel really shitty.
I need comfort. I'm not the type to confide in others, so I've never been comforted. There were no situations where I could be comforted, and I didn't really like it, but I still can't forget it easily, perhaps because of the affection we felt for each other for three years. I never understood why people cried when they broke up. Back then, it always felt like it would last forever. But that eternal thing can crumble in an instant.
I didn't want to stay at home crying, so I went outside.
I used to be afraid of my boyfriend hating going to bars, so I never dared go near one. But now that we'd broken up, I decided to go. It was just as noisy as the bars I'd seen before. Drinking is always easier when you have a drinking buddy, right? But now, my relationships have crumbled in an instant, and I have no friends. And I can't just grab anyone who happens to pass by. As I sighed deeply and waited for my food, it happened.
“Who drinks five bottles of alcohol by themselves?”
“….?”
I had ordered five bottles of alcohol and was waiting for the snacks when a man sat down in front of me. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't say anything.
"…yes ..?"
I must have found it quite funny because I asked in such a foolish tone. I held back a laugh, thinking it was rude to smile at someone I'd just met for the first time.
“If you don’t have a drinking buddy, can you drink with me?”
"yes.???"
Here we go again lol.. Stupid question lol….
Tahet >_•
“I was bored because I didn’t have any drinking buddies, so I decided to make some.”
“If you can handle it while I’m drunk, then go for it!!”
“ㅋㅋㅋOkay, I can handle it”
That's how we became each other's drinking buddies. We even exchanged numbers haha. When I first saw him, I was so flustered that I couldn't see his face well, but now that I look at him, he's handsome... He's so handsome that I don't even think about my ex-boyfriend. No, he's so handsome that I don't even think about him.
I turned on my phone, which I had turned off for a moment to exchange numbers. The sound of the KakaoTalk message ringing as soon as I turned it on was a bit hard to read.
I turned on airplane mode and entered the chat room.
Because he was talking nonsense
I even blew a sack of candy and blocked you ^_^
Ah, it's refreshing
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When I woke up in the morning, my head hurt so much it felt like it was going to split open haha
My drinking capacity is 4 bottles, so I didn't get drunk yesterday, but the next day my head hurt so bad. It hurt so much I could cry...
At that time, I was wondering what to do about my hangover.
‘KakaoTalk’ -
A very clear KakaoTalk alarm sound hahaha
I checked to see who it was, and it was the person I had been drinking with yesterday.