1. Why is this happening?
"..I'm sure I made up my mind"
Before I saw Kwon Soon-young, I wasn't that sad. Or rather, I had given up. But... just seeing her once made my heart waver again. What good were all those promises I'd made?
at that time -
KakaoTalk -
"..? Who is it?"
I picked up my phone and checked the notification window, and there was a text message from Teacher Ji-Hoon.
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Jihoon- That female student..?
Ah..yes! What's going on?-
Jihoon- I'd like to meet you tomorrow.
Tomorrow? Is there anything you'd like to order? - Yeoju
Jihoon - I want to cheer up the female student a little.
Yes? No... You don't have to go that far... - Yeoju
Jihoon: I just want to date a female student. Is that okay?
No, it's not like that... - Yeoju
Jihoon: Then come to my house by 1 o'clock tomorrow. I'll pick you up.
Yes..! I understand.. - Yeoju
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"What the... a date like this all of a sudden...?"
Aren't I being a bit too much..? It's been so long since I broke up with my boyfriend and you're already seeing a guy..? No but why are you suddenly taking care of me.. No, Teacher Jihoon is kind but this is a bit..
" .. So I'm single now! I don't have a boyfriend! Right?"
Yeah.. I don't have a boyfriend, but I still have feelings for Kwon Soon-young in my heart.. Seriously, they say the sooner you let go of feelings, the better.. If it's already like this, what am I supposed to do..
I ended up sleeping with my eyes wide open, so I hurriedly got up and dragged my tired body to get ready.
2. Because shaking only lasts a moment
"Female student!"
"Teacher!"
"You're really pretty today, aren't you? Haha, you were already pretty, but you're really pretty today."
Heart pounding -
"Ah..// Thank you"
"Hey, today, don't call me teacher, just Jihoon oppa. It'd be weird if I called you teacher, right?"
"Hmm.. I'll try! Hehe"
"Then shall we go?"
" yes! "
So we drove and the first place we went was a movie theater. Wow.. this place is really.. I came with Kwon Soon-young.. Wow really.. I'm speechless, why did it have to be here?ㅜㅜ Please save meㅜ
"J..Jihoon oppa? Why are you here? "
"Why? You don't like it?"
"No.. I came here with Kwon Soon-young.. "
".. Then do you want to just go to my house? I have a projector at home.. "
"I think that would be better..."
Eventually, we went to Jihoon's house, which had a beam, and I sat on the sofa. Oh... It was surprisingly clean for a house where a single man lives... The design was chic and clean...
"Is there a movie you want to see?"
"I want to see Mt. Halla that came out this time!"
"Just wait. Hehe"
While I waited, I looked around the house. As I was looking, I came across a door that looked incredibly tight. Curious, I opened it. And...
" ..?! this.. "
"Yeojuhak..why are you here?"
"Oh, that.. It looks really tight.. But teacher, do you know how to make songs?"
"Ah... that hobby. A hobby."
"I see... He's so cool! A man who makes music."
"Heh.. Should we go out and watch a movie?"
" is it so! "
So I went back to the sofa with the teacher and connected the beam, and the movie came right on the screen. Oh... I wanted to see this.
"Wow... he's handsome"
".. Is the female student going to watch the movie face to face? "
"No... that's not it... the actor's face is so heavenly beautiful."
"..what is the heavenly world.. "
Hansol, who was the class president in the second grade, was also a real heavenly beauty.. But unfortunately, this time we were in a different class.. Sob, really, DiCaprio is my ideal type.. Oh, of course, Kwon Soon-young is my ideal type too. Wow.. Talking about Kwon Soon-young makes me sad again.
I was thinking about Kwon Soon-young for no reason and my eyes turned red, and the teacher must have noticed me and intentionally turned up the volume of the movie.
"Female student."
" yes? "
"So... did Sunyoung organize it correctly?"
"Yeah. What... what can I do?"
" .. Okay then I will now.. "
" ..? "
"Can I properly express my feelings to the female student? "
"I... gave up"
"If giving up is that easy, don't you think I... liked the female student too lightly? That's not what I'm like."
" ... I guess so.. "
"I'm going to try to do this properly now."
"But teacher..."
"Why is that?"
" .. no. "
Heart pounding -
I should definitely say no, but why am I wavering? I think my heart is still full of Kwon Soon-young, but... It's because I'm having a hard time right now. I said wavering only lasted a moment... It'll be okay.
"I...can I go now?"
"Why...? I'll stay a little longer and then go."
"I'll come back later. Haha. I slept poorly last night, so I'm a little tired."
" .. Okay. Then I'll take you there."
I tried to say it was okay, but when I looked outside, it was already dark. Okay... Let's just close our eyes and go for a ride.
So I got in Teacher Jihoon's car and returned home safely.
3. It only takes a moment to shake.
".. Kwon Soon-young"
"Because I miss you..."
"Are you... really crazy?! Why is someone who's not even feeling well coming here..!! I told you I don't like you! I don't want to see you anymore."
"Still... I miss you"
"Go to the hospital quickly..!! I think I'm crazy"
At that moment, Kwon Soon-young kissed me, and I quickly pulled away. I didn't know what I would do if I went any further.
"Don't do this. Seriously..."
" ... "
"Don't make me shake anymore. Sunyoung, it hurts so much."
Gulp -
"I really am now..."
Before I could finish speaking, Kwon Soon-young kissed me again, this time with a firm grip. Perhaps that's why I tried to pull away, but it wasn't easy.
"..you really..!!"
At that moment, Kwon Soon-young collapsed towards me, and when I touched her body, there was no fireball left. Wow... Did this bastard hold on with just willpower? With such a high fever??
I quickly called 119 and took an ambulance with him to the hospital.
"..How is the teacher's condition..?"
"This time... it seems a little difficult"
" yes..? "
"If you had just taken your medicine properly, it wouldn't have gotten to this point..."
"By any chance... is there no way to save him?"
"It is possible, but the chances of survival are very slim. Even if they survive, there's a chance they'll have memory problems."
"Let's try that method."
"The chances of survival are very slim. Are you okay with that?"
"If you don't do this, I'll feel so bad for that friend."
"Then... what's the date?"
"If I don't have surgery, how long can I live?"
"Approximately three months. It could be earlier or later."
"Let's do it in a month."
"Okay. Then I'll see you then."
Knock knock -
" ..ha in the end"
I headed to the hospital room with a heavy heart. What should I say when I get there?
" .. sleep well "
When I returned to the hospital room, Kwon Soon-young was just breathing softly, as if she had just fallen asleep. Seriously... she's so pretty when she sleeps.
"Sunyoung..."
" ... "
"Kwon Soon-young..."
" ... "
Tears flowed from my eyes. I felt so sorry when I thought about how much pain I had caused you. You were always the one who said only kind things to me, but I only hurt you.
"Soonyoung. I'm really... sorry. And..."
" ... "
"I missed you. Every moment like thisI see.. "
" ... "
"You're pretty, Soonyoung."
Tak -
"...?! What? I didn't sleep..ㅇ"
Kwon Soon-young grabbed my hand and kissed me. This time, I didn't avoid it. I didn't want to hurt her for the rest of the time. And I guess it's true that wavering lasts only a moment. I wavered once and then came back. To Kwon Soon-young.
Kwon Soon-young grabbed the back of my neck and thrust in, leaving me dazed. My heart raced and trembled.
"Phaha...you"
"I love you, Kim Yeo-ju."
I didn't want to say no. Clearly, until this morning, I'd thought and thought again that it was wrong, whether it was my heart or Kwon Soon-young's. But this time, I don't want to do it. Until a month ago, no, at least for tonight, I want to do what I want. What my heart desires.
"..I love you, Sunyoung"
Again, Kwon Soon-young slowly kissed me, and I was neither surprised nor avoided it. My heart was already full of Kwon Soon-young and I wanted it.
Behind the Scenes - The Heroine and Her Parents
" mom.. "
"T..daughter? Why are you crying..!!"
"Dad... Soonyoung might die... Huh"
"What?! Why all of a sudden..!!"
"I don't know.. what would I do without him.. really"
"..is the surgery possible?"
"I can do it... but the chances of survival are slim... I really don't think I can live without him."
"I'll pay for the surgery. Tell them to get the surgery."
" really..? "
"I can't let my daughter live in pain and hell every day."
"Mom.. Dad.. "
"Mom likes Sunyoung, right? So you have to live with her or else there's no one left to take you with!"
"Was it like that..?"
"Anyway! I told you to get the surgery."
"Ugh.."
The female protagonist's parents are the best..❣️
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Soonyoung... Will she survive? Sob... Aren't the female protagonist's parents so cool..? They even paid for her surgery..💐
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