When you love death

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"I'm back"



I miss my parents, who passed away a long time ago, more than ever today.




"Mom.. Dad.."




But I hold back my tears and write down a bucket list of things to do in a month.




1. Go on a school trip
2. Go shopping with friends
3. Travel abroad
4. First sight
5. Receive Christmas gifts
6. Have a birthday party
7. Get a boyfriend
8. ..Rewrite the text





..Is this enough?



I should probably go to sleep now. I had so much work to do today... I'm tired.



On this day, which was so memorable, I fell into a deep sleep without even having time to turn off the lights.











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"..Bucket list? That's fun."












"Should I just listen to the first one.."
















The next morning, we received some surprising news.





"Kids, the school trip next month has been moved up to next Monday! Get ready!"




"Yes..? Really..?"



"Whoa!! What should I do!! Suhyun, let's go shopping for clothes today!!"



"Haha yeah!!"



I can't believe it... Really..?


It felt like it was going to be a magical day.





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"Hey, join me too."




"Huh..? You too..?"



"Okay!! Let's go, transfer student!!"



"No... Dayoung...?"


"So what~"


"Ah, Suhyun, transfer student! Are you calling my friend too~?"


"okay"












And the long-awaited shopping time has arrived.



"Whew... This is my first time shopping with friends..."




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"What, you were waiting for me?"




"What, what are you talking about!!"



"As expected, the devilish man, Kim Taehyung"



"Ah, seriously, don't make me laugh"



"Why is your smile so pretty?"



"Oh really, stop it?"



"I'm serious~"




While I was confused as to whether the cruel prank was serious or a joke, Dayoung and a person who appeared to be Dayoung's friend walked up to me.



"You were here first, Suhyun."



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"Hello, my name is Jeon Jungkook."




"hi"




"He's 18, a year younger than us!"



"Oh, younger"



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"Wow.. Sister, you're really pretty. Do you want it for me?"




"You're on a whole other level than Dayoung.. awesome."



"what?"



"No, I'm sorry."



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"I'm not sorry, but that won't work. It's mine."




"..?What.."




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"I didn't ask you that."




"No, what's wrong? Hey, isn't there a doctor?"




"Sister... That guy is really acting like that..."



"Ah, Kim Taehyung, why are you making our baby feel bad?"



"What?? How long has it been since we last saw you, my baby??"



"He's handsome and cute, so that's fine."



"Huh? If you're talking about good looks, I'm one step ahead."



"Pfft"



"What? Was it a ceasefire? Why are you splitting up? You want to have a fight?"



"Haha, I'm sorry, but I learned not to use violence against people weaker than me."



"Wow... that"



"Oh, let's both be quiet."



"Dayoung, you're awesome"



"Let's hurry up and get going! Let's go!!"

















We went into the shopping mall







"Where did we go?"



"Amusement park and... the sea!"



"Um... Okay! Suhyun, do you have anything to wear?"



"No... this is my first time coming here to buy clothes with friends like this."



"..."



"Soohyun, I'll pick out all the sticks for you, for real."








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"How about this? I think it would suit Soohyun well since she has a nice body."







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"Are you crazy? Absolutely not. What are you telling me to just cover myself with a piece of cloth?"



"I agree. What is that?"





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"Let's wear it like this. It's perfect!"




"You... know how to see things, don't you?"




"Oh, what are you talking about? Both of you, Suhyun, are sexy."




"Oh really, I won't wear it, unnie, I won't wear it, you know?"




"I want to try that on"




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"Well, do you like it?"





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"It's pretty, but it covers my belly a bit, right?"



"Don't even show your inner self to that bastard."




"Huh, me too? Cover your eyes, hyung."




"Oh, Su-hyeon, that's pretty. Let's do that!"




"huh!"





"Where's the swimsuit?"



"Oh, the swimsuits are for the girls to choose. I'll be out soon."



"??"
















So I finished shopping safely





And then the long-awaited day of the school trip arrived.







What on earth is Kim Taehyung?



Is that jealousy today?



Do you like me?



Death loves birth, it's absurd.



I laughed for no reason




But every time I realized that something couldn't continue, a corner of my heart ached.




What on earth is this feeling...



Let's not do this, really...












That can't be true