The text below is not in a dialogue format, but is composed solely of the male protagonist's words to the female protagonist as he prepares to break up, while feeling endlessly sad.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : โโYou who are preparing for a breakup
At some point, our encounters became filled with the word "awkward." We didn't even fight, but the awkward air just suffocated me. Seeing you preparing to leave me, my heart ached. I could see you trying so hard not to leave me sadly, and that just broke my heart. No matter how we broke up, if you left me, I'd be hurt no matter what.
So, when you said you wanted to meet up the next day, I had a feeling it would be the day we finally broke up. You just kept watching, and eventually, the words "let's break up" came out of your mouth. I knew it would come, but hearing it brought tears to my eyes. I should hate you for crying and saying we should break up, but why do I always have to make you feel bad about it...
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : The departed farewell
Even though I scream with my eyes a thousand times not to leave, you leave me with sad eyes. I can't even tell you not to leave because I'm afraid that if I hold on, you'll be in more trouble. If you're going to leave, just go. Why are you leaving with sad eyes? I miss all our happy memories as if nothing happened, so I just cry without stopping. I hope you don't shed tears like I do now.
When you said goodbye, saying it was difficult, I felt lost for words in your eyes. If I had been better, if I had been more expressive during that brief period you were preparing for the breakup, would your thoughts have changed? If I had been just a little more considerate to you, would our current situation have been even slightly different?
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : Something I wanted to say at least once
Before I left, I wanted to tell you at least once. I wanted to tell you to be happier than me. I wanted to tell you to find someone better than me and be happy. But I knew how painful and heartbreaking those words were. Only after we parted did I remember one more thing I'd always wanted to say. I whispered softly.
โI will only look at you and love youยทยทยท.โ
It might not mean anything when we're dating, but it could be something nice to say, but I've never said it to you. It's something difficult to say, so I haven't been able to express it to you much. Now that I think about it, there are so many things I've always wanted to say to you. I guess we all regret it after breaking up, right?
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : I'll really send it now
When I heard your news, I was sad, but if my news reaches you, I hope you won't be sad. You've always been a good and warm person to me, so I was sad, but I couldn't be that person to you, so I hope you don't waste your emotions on me, who is insignificant. If you hear my news, just ignore it.
If you were to hear that I still harbor feelings for you, you'd be unnecessarily worried, so I'm going to let go of all those feelings. Don't get me wrong. It's just that memories of our love have flooded back to me. It's not that I haven't forgotten you... I'm finally letting you go, because my heart ached so much that I couldn't let you go.
I've wanted to say this for a while now, and I'm finally letting you go. There's something I wanted to say to you one last time. You hate saying sorry, so I haven't said it before, but I want to say it now, because it's the last time.
โIโm sorry for everything.โ
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