Who are you to have no space in my eyes?
Episode 1
Beginning... For some, it may be the beginning of an exciting life.
For some, it could be the beginning of hell.
That's me.
For me, the beginning is another hell waiting for me
I accepted it as intended.
"Hey, are you thinking too much?"
The woman who spoke to me was my friend Choi Soo-jin.
She is an influencer not only within the school but also outside of it.
He has a little over 1K followers and is a very talented friend of mine.
Ah.. Aren't you jealous that your friend is so good?
I don't think much about it. He was born with everything.
I thought a lot about why I was like that and that I really wasn't that great.
"Huh? I wasn't thinking about anything?"
"Hey lol this guy is so cool but why is Kim Yeo-ju so ugly? lol (mumbles)"
Thanks to this, I started to feel a new emotion called jealousy.
I felt that way, but it wasn't good at all.
Ah~ why? I feel that emotion and at the same time love
I lost my feelings.
"Hey! You guys hurry up and apologize to the female lead!"
"Why! Why us! To that guy!!"
"If you don't apologize now, I'll report you for school violence?!"
"okay.."
"Hey Kim Yeo-ju... I'm sorry... I'm jealous that you're close with Choi Soo-jin, so I'll stop..."
"....okay..."
"Are you guys done talking?"
A man spoke to us.
"!! Isn't that Choi Yeonjun? Are you crazy!! Yeah, it's over!!"
Yes, I am Choi Yeonjun, one of the most handsome guys in our school.
The appearance is that of a desert fox, a raccoon, and a gangster.
Should I say he's the best in our school?
"Hey, Kim Yeo-ju, do you want to date me?"
Yes, that's what he said to me.
But I couldn't accept that confession.
Because I have someone I like.
"I'm sorry... I have someone I like..."
"Okay... Then let's be friends!"
"Meetin!!"
The person I liked the most about that was Choi Soo-jin.
"Okay, let's be friends."
"I'm in the next class, so come find me."
You told me to come find you...? Why? Is it because you still can't give up?
Still, I want to be friends with Choi Yeonjun, who is in a group of handsome people.
Who would hate that...
But I like Kang Tae-hyun.
So...so I couldn't accept it.
I haven't been able to say anything yet...
"Kim Yeo-ju? Are you coming?"
"Huh? Okay, I'll go."
Break time
"...Choi Yeonjun...is out"
"Oh...you came quickly?"
"huh"
"Guys, this is my friend Kim Yeo-ju."
He introduced me to his friends.
They were so handsome that you would believe they were celebrities.
"Oh~ You have a pretty friend."
A man named Choi Soo-bin looked at me and said
"Will you be my friend too?"
"Yeah! Of course!"
This time, Kang Tae-hyun spoke to me.
"...Aren't you close with Choi Soo-jin?"
"....Why?....Why again?...Not me...but him?"
"huh..?"
"Why? Am I that incompetent and lacking again?"
"Kim Yeo-ju..."
"If you were going to hook up with Choi Soo-jin, why did you call me? Oh... so... you're using me as a means to get close to Choi Soo-jin at this school..."
"Ha...what kind of life has this kid lived..."
Choi Yeonjun spoke up.
"Yeoju, it's not because I like Choi Soo-jin..."
"....always...like that..."
"huh?"
"At first, I told him I was good... that he was a good person, but he approached me... but in the end, he all went to Choi Soo-jin... I didn't have anything for him..."
All my pent-up emotions burst out at once.
Their unfocused eyes wavered slightly.
So I just sobbed on the spot.
Then Beomgyu spoke affectionately.
"Hey, why are you crying..."
"There's no one who likes me, huu ...
"It's not your fault that you're crying."
"???"
"When things are hard, you have to cry to feel better."
Beomgyu spoke to me firmly, yet affectionately.
"You have to get up and do your best. If you don't, you'll be ruined."
When I heard that, my feelings of resentment and jealousy disappeared.
It seemed comforting.
Then Taehyun says
"You didn't do anything wrong, so why are you crying?"
Was that a positive thing to say about me?