Why am I going to boys' high school?

36. Why Jisoo hates women

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"I'm going to the bathroom, Wonwoo."















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I was on my way to the bathroom alone during break. My teacher called me from behind. She told me to take this USB drive to Class 6, Grade 3, because she had to go to class soon and that I should go to the first floor. The bell rang, but I couldn't refuse her words, so I took the USB drive and headed to Class 6, Grade 3. Class 6, Grade 3, is Jisoo-hyung's class.










'Oh, what? What's a second-year student doing here?'










I was just going to leave quietly, but I guess I finally caught his eye. A senior who looked a bit like a thug blocked my path. He looked so intimidating, I didn't know what to do, so I fidgeted. He thought I was cute and tried to put his hand on my head. But I didn't feel his touch.










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"Don't touch my rear end?"





"Exponential."





'Oh, Jisoo woke up?'
'I didn't know you were my junior. Sorry, junior.'










The thug-looking senior returned to his seat. Then the bell rang, signaling the start of class. I was about to say hello to Jisoo-hyung before she returned to her seat without even giving me a glance.










" brother,.. "










In the end, I left without saying goodbye. I wondered if Jisoo-hyung was hurting. His expression looked displeased, and I was worried.















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"Where did you go just now?"Sunyoung





"Wait a minute, class 6, grade 3."





"Is this Jisoo's class?"
"Why there?"Wonwoo





"I left the USB drive here on an errand for the teacher."





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"Jisoo-hyung, you don't seem to be in a good mood these days. How were you earlier?"





"You look upset... What's wrong..?"





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"Oh, I don't know... My head hurts."
"Don't wake me up later."















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"Ah, seniors."





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"Yeah, Mirya. I can't see Jisoo."





"I went to class 6 to come with him, but he was already gone."
"What happened?"Seungcheol





"No, not at all..."





"Jisoo's been acting a bit strange lately."
"He wasn't like that before, but now he seems to want to be alone and he starts spacing out a lot."Jeonghan





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"Don't worry. It won't be a big deal."
"So what do you have to say?"















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About a week ago















After a long time, I went into Mir's classroom after the closing ceremony to meet him. Perhaps because the entire class was on physical education, I couldn't see any of my classmates. I sat in an empty seat and waited for Mir to arrive, killing time on my phone.










"The phone cord broke."










The cell phone cord snapped and fell next to Mir's bag. I picked it up, put it in my pocket, and unzipped it to tidy up the bag, which was still sticking out.










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"Why are you carrying this around?"










There were a lot of things in the bag. There was also a neck pillow. Did Wonwoo bring this to lend it to him? There was also a pin. I saw Seungkwan using this. Then, something strange caught my eye.










"What is this picture..?"










A photo in his pocket caught my eye. It showed a smiling woman, a man who looked older, and a girl who looked remarkably like Mir. The photo confused me so much that I left without even trying to organize it.















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"Hong Ji-soo, did you get off school early yesterday?"





"Oh, sorry."
"What about Seungcheol?"





"He overslept. He's going to be late today."
"What's wrong? Why do you look so sad? Is something bothering you?"





"Oh, did you notice?"





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"We've been friends for several years. What is it, tell me."










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"I think Mir is hiding something."





" huh..? "





"I can't tell you what I'm hiding."
"Because this is Mir's secret."





"It's okay. Keep talking."





"In fact, I may have known Mir's secret from a long time ago."
"But I think the disappointment is greater than the confusion."
"Ah... maybe I couldn't speak because I hated women."





" uh? "





"That could be it."
" ... "
"Did you hear what I said?"





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"No? What was it?"





"No, if you didn't hear it, that's fine."
"My worries have been resolved. Thank you."





"I didn't do anything for you?"





"No, thanks for listening."





"So what are you going to do now?"





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"I have to wait for you to tell me first."
"But I guess I can't help but feel disappointed."





"So? You don't like Mir?"





"What are you talking about!"
"Just disappointed..."





" Fighting~ "















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After telling Jeonghan, things got a little better. I didn't tell him that Mir was a girl, though.





I hate women. (That doesn't mean I like men that way, either.) The women I've seen so far have been selfish, self-centered, and self-centered. And I hated them because they seemed like the wrong kind of creatures for me.





There's no particular reason why I started to dislike women. It's simple. Even if I don't like them, they keep pestering me, as if they only care about themselves. (You could also say they don't consider others' perspectives.) This is the way I've seen women behave so far.





But after finding out Mir was a woman, I kept thinking that maybe he was just like those women. Even though I knew it wasn't true, I couldn't stop thinking about it. That's why I wanted to be alone and found myself spacing out more often.





And when I see Mir, I avoid her. I'm afraid I'll feel uncomfortable if we meet. I'm afraid I'll start thinking of Mir and those women as the same person. The Mir I've seen so far is far from those kinds of women...


















The reason why Jisoo hates women has been revealed.😢

I just wrote it as it came to me and this is what came out... Ahem😥




Now I have to go write the next episode!😤


I can't write well... Is this a typo...😥😥



(If there are any spelling mistakes, please let me know☺)