Lately, I've been having more than a few questions about the dreams they have. Dokyeom, whose relationship suddenly became closer, and Seokmin, who seemed to have grown a little distant from him.
Looking at it this way, it really seems like the two are different people.
It feels like I have some homework to do.
Find the differences and differences between the two...
The differences and differences are the same thing.
Anyway, the only differences I can think of are probably our ages and names.... They're just differentiators based on expressions we use frequently or words we use from our respective memories. No matter how much I think and search, I can't figure it out.
Just as their ages are different, Seokmin seems to be a bit shorter than Dokyeom. Is there something that would allow us to know for sure that they are different people? Or, it would be better if they were said to be the same person.
Today, I fell asleep thinking about these two and entered a dream.
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"Hey lady"
"Lady, wake up."
"hmm......"
"huh..?"
I heard someone wake me up, and when I opened my eyes with difficulty, he was looking at me.
"did you sleep well?"
"I went to bed late last night and woke up late haha"
"What time is it now?"
"What time is it..?"
"12:30 haha"
"Aren't you hungry?"
As he said, I looked out the window and saw that the sun was high in the sky and it was just the right time to be hungry.
"Hey, lady, what were you thinking about when you fell asleep?"
"You looked so serious that I couldn't even speak to you until just before you went to bed."
"Do you have any concerns?"
"uh?"
"No.. what are you worried about haha"
"No... It's really serious, and you don't even answer when I call you."
"If you have any worries, tell me and I'll listen~"
"Yeah, thanks."
"But, who do I look like today?"
I was so flustered by his sudden question about who I was today that I couldn't say anything.
"You still don't know me properly..."
"It's a little bitter haha"
"It's okay if you don't recognize me, lady."
"I hope that one day you will hug me first."
"I don't know who you are right now, as you say."
"But, I can't even understand what you're saying..."
"Where on earth do you know everything?"
"What are you...?"
After hearing what I said, he gave me a bitter smile and hugged me.
"Let's not try to remember too much right now..."
"I'm Dokyeom, Yeoju."
"I'll try harder to get to know you."
"So, until then, I'll hold you."
He speaks incomprehensibly and calls himself Dokyeom. Why does he want to make his presence known to me and why is it okay for me not to recognize him?
What is he trying to do, why is he hugging me?
I don't know anything, but tears were flowing from my eyes.
Have I really lost my memory?
There were many things I wanted to ask him, but I just couldn't.
Because he told me not to try to remember too much.
I felt like I needed to hear that.
When I think of him with sadness in his eyes, I think I felt sincerity and an inexplicable love for me in the way he looked at me.
He appeared in my dreams and confused me more and more, but I wanted to know him. I wanted to know more about him, everything he knew.
I think Dokyeom knows me and this situation better than I do, so maybe I'll find out someday too. I'll have to ask him later.
"Hey lady, are you hungry?"
"Shall we go to the place we went to last time and eat?"
"Okay, let's do that."
"I'm hungry, let's go!"
First, I wanted to show him a bright, cheerful side, so he wouldn't worry. I didn't want him to feel sad because of me. So I just held his hand first.
"Thank you, lady."
"I'm always on your side"
He says he's on my side. Why does that hurt so much? What happened between him and me, and why can't I remember?
It was the first time I really wished that the situations and people in my dreams existed in reality.
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I've included this information to help you understand the story a little!
I don't know if this will help though haha
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