Dokyeom's words about not remembering too much right now kept coming to my mind for a while.
What did I forget, what happened?
Now, sometimes I don't know if the dreams I have while I sleep are reality or if the life I live while I'm awake is reality.
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Tick-tock-
The sound of the clock hands ticking ticked my ears, and I slowly opened my eyes.
When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a space blanketed in black. It was so dark, I couldn't see a single ray of light.
I couldn't even tell if my eyes were open or closed.
I was scared.
"It's so dark... I can't see anything."
"Is there no one here..? I want to get out of here.."
"..blanket.."
I thought I heard someone else's voice somewhere, but it was still dark. I strained my ears to hear again, but I couldn't hear anything.
I was so scared that I just sat down on the floor and tears flowed down my face.
"Please... anyone... find me."
"Get me out of here.."
At that moment, I felt someone hug me and without realizing it, I grabbed onto that person, buried my face in his, and quietly sobbed, begging him to let me out of here.
Then someone lifted me up and carried me forward in a princess-like embrace. I couldn't see his face because it was dark, but I assumed it was him.
How long did it take? This person, who just held me in his arms and headed off somewhere without saying a word, did he know how to get out and take me with him? Whoever he was, I just hope he would let me out of here.
The footsteps suddenly stopped and the person who let me down, this time holding my hand with one hand, turned the doorknob with the other hand, as if there was a door in front of me, and opened it.
I was dazzled by a ray of light that brightened the darkness I had been in, and I followed the footsteps of the person holding my hand and walked toward the light beyond the door.
I closed my eyes for a moment in the bright light and when I opened them, I was in front of a high school. I couldn't take my eyes off the familiar scenery and rolled them around.
"Hey lady"
I finally came to my senses again when I heard a voice calling my name, and when I turned around to follow the voice, I saw him still holding my hand and looking at me with sad eyes.
Why does he look at me sadly?
"Choi Yeo-ju..."
He called my name, slowly approached me, and leaned against my shoulder, resting his face on it. I raised my arm and stroked his head. What made you so sad? Was it because of me?
"What's... going on?"
"..."
After a moment of silence, he raised his head and tears welled up in his eyes. Startled, I looked into his eyes without saying anything.
"My lady..."
"I can't do it...?"
"uh..?"
"What's not working..."
"I like you, but you're next to someone else right now..."
He said, 'Someone else... next to me.'
While I was thinking about what it meant, the first thing that came to mind was Dokyeom, who was set up as my lover in the dream. If that's the case, then the person in front of me right now is Seokmin, but since he said it was a different person, it seems like they are different people.
No, more than that, the two are aware of each other's existence.
how?
"Hey lady"
"I really don't have a chance..?"
"I want to keep being with you"
"Seokmin.."
I cautiously called his name. I thought Seokmin would know why he had avoided me in the previous dream and why he had been unable to express his feelings to me.
But what's strange is that Dokyeom and Seokmin seem like different people, but why do my feelings change?
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Are these two shouting that they are the same person?
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Have a nice dream everyone🌙