"I'm tired, so get out."
"Yeah, you're great. I'm a real person. I'll be your friend.
Don't cry later after making that mess"
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I was on my way home alone, grumbling.
The house is equally empty
I had no choice but to eat dinner alone.
"It's late, why aren't you coming? What a mess."
late at night
A phone call comes at that very moment
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"Hey Kim Seokjin"
What happened was that the soju was piled up in bottles
I almost hit the back of Seokjin's head while looking at him lying face down.
"What kind of alcohol did you drink like this?"
"I'm so tired"
Did you panic at the tears that fell one by one on the back of my hand?
"Why is life so fucking messed up?"
"Mom and Dad are proud of me and I want to be a good son, so I pretend to be that way."
"I pretended not to know that there was a man because I was anxious about what would happen if I was abandoned."
"I had some complaints about my marriage, but I held on tight."
"I knew you had a boyfriend before, but I finally understood after hearing about it today."
"Oh, you weren't sincere to me."
"A life of being abandoned by mom, dad, and girlfriend
What's important? I want to throw it all away. "
"You fucking idiot"