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"Where should I start...
I'm... not really that bright of a person.
Ah, right now, it's my personality that I'm this bright, but I'm just overdoing it and pretending to be bright...
Even if someone says something unpleasant, you have to pretend not to be offended and just move on... Otherwise, you'll be considered sensitive and people like that, whether they're your friends or people around you.
I'm just scared of being hated by other people.
So when my friends say things like, "You're ugly," "Why are you living like that," or "You're pathetic," I just laugh it off and move on. Then, I come home alone and moan, "Am I that ugly?" So I think I have unusually low self-esteem...
And maybe because I'm so capable, there's always a lot of noise around me... Oh, most of the kids who jump in are just ordinary kids, but in the process, a lot of people around me get hurt... In fact, there was a time when I lost someone very precious to me... So, to be honest, I'm still anxious that my older brothers, friends, and teachers might get hurt..."
"...How did you manage to hide something like this until now...It must have been hard..." Do-hyun
"At least tell us... why are you holding it in alone..." Hyungjun
"Even if I say it... the reaction is obvious. The reactions I've gotten so far are all one of the three: 'Is it only you who's having a hard time?' 'Why are you so sensitive?' 'How can a talented person be like that?' If other people are having a hard time, then I'm not having a hard time..? If I were talented... If I had strong abilities... I wouldn't have a hard time...? All I wanted to hear was, 'It's okay', 'You must have had a hard time.'"
"I shouldn't say anything... why are all people so bad;;; Yeoju is human too... of course comfort comes first...;;" Junho
"Wow... If I felt like that, I'd probably be dead by now, a wreck, or a pessimistic terrorist, or one of the three..." Seungyeon
"The heroine...amazing...she's grown up so well..." Yohan
"People are worse than I thought... selfish...
People always say things like, "Why are you always so insecure when you create an environment where you can't help but hate yourself and be lonely?"... It's not something I've experienced, but some people say that self-harm is a mental illness... So I know I have to become bad to survive in this world, but it doesn't work out... It's so uncomfortable to hate someone, and I don't even know if it's okay for me to say this because I might already be a bad person to other people, and I... I'm so foolish, what am I supposed to do?"
"Who said it had to get worse?" Woo-seok
"You don't have to be good to yourself to the point of hurting yourself, but you also don't have to be bad to yourself to the point of making yourself uncomfortable..." Sooyoung
"Hey, what's the right way to live? Just live the way that suits you. Why think about how you should do this or that?" Minhee
"I don't know about other people, but at least the heroine we see is already a good person, so I hope you have confidence."
"Yes, heroine, I've only lived two years longer than you, but as I've lived, things get better eventually... Why does the word 'hope' exist in the first place? People use that word because there's hope." Seungwoo
"Seungwoo...how long have you lived...lol But it's all true. I've lived too, and even if it's so hard that you feel like you're going to die now, it all gets better later. And next to Yeoju, there are such good friends and brothers." Dongwook
"That's right..."
"I'm the type of person who doesn't think much from the beginning, so I don't really know what to say... But this one thing seems clear: there's no one who doesn't have someone on their side, and if there's even one person on their side, they shouldn't disappear. People who hate that person probably won't care if they disappear, but people who were on that person's side would be really sad if they disappeared... Honestly, it's unfair that you have to disappear because of people like that."
"I see... Oh, it suddenly got really serious lol. It's not like I wanted to die or anything, I just had those kinds of worries... (wrinkles)"
"I'm sorry, heroine... I teased you so much and you must have been hurt... (confession)" Eun-sang
"I'm sorry... (embroidery 22)"
"Haha ...
"Yeah, but I found something strange in Yeoju's words. If Yeoju was ugly, there would be a few non-human beings here, like Lee Eun-sang or Jo Seung-yeon..." Woo-seok
"Kim Woo-seok or something *^^*" Eun-sang
"Ah, I feel relieved after saying that...
Don't suddenly become nice or anything just because I said something like this. I like it this way.
And I like empathy and comfort, but I hate pity☆"
"Haha, that's a relief though"
"The atmosphere is getting too heavy... Let's go back to the real game, starting with the female lead!!" Seungyeon
"Um... Seungwoo oppa!!
"Do you have a girlfriend or a girl friend??? For the past few days, he's been looking at his phone and giggling... Suspicious..."
"Oh my gosh Seungwoo hyung???" Dohyun
"ㅋㅋㅋ What are you talking about? I just looked for a video of a puppy" Seungwoo
"I'm a puppy (out of the blue)" Yohan
"ㅋㅋㅋ Here is the human Chopu Song Hyungjun. Where is he from?" Dohyun
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Ah really looks like Jjoppu, our Hyungjun♡ So cute" Sooyoung
"Hehehe" Hyungjun
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ My Dongpyo is like a penguin♡♡♡"
"Hmph" Dongpyo
"I wish couples would just disappear...☆" Junho
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ" Han-gyeol
Friends, brothers and teacher,
Thank you for being by my side, I'm so glad...
This time I won't let anyone get hurt.
I will definitely protect my precious people...
(End of Episode 15)
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Hello, I am the author!! ><
This episode feels a bit serious
Actually, I had a lot of emotions and messages I wanted to convey in this episode, but I lacked the writing skills... haha
I don't know if it was conveyed well, but if it was conveyed
Actually, what the female protagonist said is my story lol
The stories my brothers and friends told me were the ones I wanted to hear, and the ones I wanted to tell my friends who had a hard time, and are still having a hard time...
Our Dongsils, like Dongpyo said, absolutely! You must not disappear. You have your own side. First, me.
Actually, I wanted to write about the growth of our main characters while being crazy about Superpower School... Was it too big of a dream? Haha, I feel like my writing skills are lacking.
Ugh... I only talk about really serious things...
Let me talk about something light and promotional.
I released a new work!!
Since it's a situational question and answer, you'll be very considerate, right..?
Then I'll come back next time
Bye☆