You at that time
It was a morning when the sun hadn't risen yet, and for some reason, I woke up early today. So, I watched TV for the first time in a while and did everything I could at home. Maybe that's why I was bored. The notification window on my dark phone was silent, and I couldn't tell where it had disappeared to. All I could hear was the ticking of the clock.
' ..I'm bored.. '
Whenever I was bored, Yoongi's face would always come to mind. Before I regained my memories, Yoongi was the first one to come to me. Even after I regained my memories, it was the same. So I decided to leave a message asking if we could meet up today. A few minutes later, Yoongi replied and said he understood and agreed to meet up.
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The place I'm going now is not the place where I met Yoongi, but the place where I lived before I started my life again for the second time. 30 minutes before I met Yoongi, I arrived at that old, worn-out house and opened the door that was creaking and making a lot of noise. There was a blanket on the floor and I thought there would be appliances like a refrigerator in there, but the house was empty. Maybe Min Yoongi did it..?
' ..only silence is filled.. '
In my past life, I struggled to somehow find my memories, and after realizing reality, I longed only for death. One day, I was in so much pain that I burst into an empty cathedral, slammed the door, and cried out before the cross.
' Me!!! How much longer am I going to be here?
You have to hold on!!!'
'I have no memory and I have nothing!!!
All I have is this crazy emptiness!!!'
'What the hell are you doing!!!!'
'It's hard... What on earth is wrong with me?
What on earth did you take..!!!! '
'What on earth do you want from me?'
And I think I cried for 30 minutes on the spot. I hated the god who only gave me strange trials. I wanted to go to him right away and ask him why he was doing this to me. But instead of finding the answer, I just ran around like crazy to go to work.
' ..you are.. '
'What did you want to tell me?'
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When I finally met Yoongi, he seemed to think it was strange that I was coming from the opposite direction from where I had originally come from, so as soon as he saw my face, he asked why I was coming from that direction.
"I have something to see first"
"While you're at it, are you meeting me?"
"You could say that"
"Where have you been?"
"Why is that"
"Who did you go with? Was it that Kim Taehyung?"
"I went alone and went to the place I used to live."
Where did you live...? Yoongi mumbled what I had said again. It didn't seem like a big deal, so I nodded briefly. After the conversation ended, Yoongi and Hyejin walked along the street, each taking a step, and had a great time.
How many hours did we play? I looked at my phone clock and it was past 7 o'clock, almost 8 o'clock. I was walking down the dark street, but rather than feeling regretful, I felt like it was worthwhile. That's how we arrived at the place we first met. Hyejin was about to say hello and leave when Yoongi grabbed her arm, which was about to move away.
"Why do you have something to say?"
"I think I gave you enough time.
Shouldn't I tell you now? "
" ..what? "
The feelings you have for me
Hyejin thought, "Oh no." She didn't know how to say this. She definitely didn't hate him. She'd known him since she was little, and she'd been with him since she was little. It's hard to say she didn't feel anything during that time.
' ..I never thought I'd say something like this.. '
"How about you? I think I've already settled in."
Hyejin hesitated and muttered, but eventually opened her mouth.
" ..ah.. "
"..what? I can't hear you"
Good!!!!
"Huh-.. "
I hastily covered my mouth, but it was already heard. Maybe because I spoke too loudly, the people walking by glanced at us. Oh my... What is this... This is so embarrassing... But then I felt that Yoongi suddenly became quiet, and Hyejin looked up and looked.
" ! "
ah..
I saw Yoongi smiling happier than anyone else.
Was it good enough to answer so loudly?
puck-!!
"Do you want to get hit more?"
"I'm, I'm sorry"
They were waiting for the signal in front of the crosswalk, bickering like lovers. Yoongi started to cling to Hyejin more than before he confessed, and Hyejin didn't seem to mind that either, so she stayed still. Then, when the signal changed, they greeted each other cheerfully and were about to part ways.
"Die Lee Hyun-joo!!!!!!"
Familiar faces were driving towards me.
And then I remembered
'I'll take it last, if it's Yoon-ki's life...'
' Then, rather... '
Kwaang-!!
'Take my life '
' ..ah.. '
As expected, God was not on my side.
Kim Hyejin!!!!!!!!!
