'Being at ease, and organizing...'
I was lucky to have met you just before I disappeared.
Today, the boring routine begins again -
I really always feel this way, but it's not fun.
"Oh... I woke up too early..."
Today, I woke up unusually early,
Thanks to that, I thought I could avoid being late this time.
"Should we do it later? There's almost 2 hours left..."
"Ah... my head hurts..."
I can't sit still because of what happened yesterday.
The feeling of anger that came out of someone's face after he hit them, that look in their eyes, excited me.
I shouldn't be feeling this way...
I also felt like I was digging too deep.
It seems like it can't be undone.
Because of that, there is quite a bit of stress about it.
"Why can't I stop even though I know it's not right?"
"Why... do you keep digging deeper..."
I tried to quit, but no, I quit.
It became necessary again.
I quit not because I didn't need it, but because I had to, and now it's become so necessary.
I wanted to grab hold of anything and do it.
"I have to go to school..."
As I was thinking about this and that, time flew by and it was already 7:38, an hour later.
Since I didn't have time and couldn't do it before going to school, I just gave up.
"Should I have just left early and gone to school early?"
Another thought occurred to me, so I shook my head, washed up briefly, quickly changed into my school uniform, grabbed my school bag, and headed out of the house.
When I got to school and entered my class, I liked that no one bothered me.
I thought there might be some kind of retaliation, but as expected, once they find out, no one touches it.
And then I opened the locker door to take out my textbook,
Suddenly, something fell with a thud.
Chocolate and hand, letter..?
what's this..
To Jiho.
Jiho, you had that charisma yesterday
I fell in love with his cool look.
At first, you were no different from other kids.
I just thought he was a loner,
You are different.
The way you looked to me was so cool.
Do you want to go out with me?
"Oh.. Now that I think about it, it was in the desk too.. "
"It's a hassle to deal with..."
Jiho, who hates annoying things, was going through something like this for the first time, so I tried to just let it go, thinking, "It's just normal."
I received a gift from a girl I met while passing by in the hallway.
"Ah..! Hey.. Senior Jiho..?"
"That's right, but who?"
"Ah, that... that... is here!"
The schoolgirl handed Jiho a small, soft, pastel-colored box that looked like it had been carefully decorated, and then disappeared from Jiho's sight.
" ah..? "
Jiho looked at the box in my hand, then chuckled and briefly considered just throwing it away, but the child's sincerity was evident, so he decided to just take it.
Even if I take it, I won't open it or anything.
As I was going back into the class with the box in my hand, my eyes met with Ahn Jae-hyo's.
Although it seemed like he was avoiding my eyes.
So I wanted to meet you more.
He went to his seat, put down the box, and then went to Jaehyo Ahn's seat. He suddenly stuck his face out right in front of Jaehyo Ahn, who was staring straight ahead, unlike before.
"Oh, surprise..!"
"Are you surprised?"
"Oh, I was so surprised."
A snicker came out at Ahn Jae-hyo's answer.
You must be really surprised..
"Come play with me."
"You crazy bastard, class is about to start."
"No, not now."
"Then when."
"After school. Come hang out with me after school."
"Well, I guess so..."
"Thank you. Please don't run away."
"What about running away..."
After class, Jaehyo got up from his seat and stretched.
"Ahhhh- It's over.."
"Hey, Woo Ji-ho."
"Uh. Why."
"..? You bastard. You play."
"Okay, let's play."
" ..? "
"I have no idea what you're thinking."
"This is fucking ridiculous."
"I'm actually like that."
Jiho packed his bag, carried it lightly, and tried to pass by Jaehyo.
Then, seeing Jaehyo standing still
"Hey. Aren't you coming?"
I nodded, looked at Jaehyo, and spoke.
Only then did Jaehyo turn around and come to Jiho's side.
"What are you going to do?"
" I don't know. "
"..? This guy has no plan.. "
" that's right. "
"..? You admitted it.. What a weird guy."
"I know."
"I know, so stop talking."
"Can you go to your house?"
"No. Everything works, but not the house."
"Ah, Woo Ji-ho, really... why are you doing this..."
"You said you wanted to play first, but now you're saying we can't go anywhere..."
"What should I do..?"
"Sorry. The house isn't tidy."
"Then let's meet again later. I'll see you tomorrow anyway."
"Haa.. Okay. See you later.. "
"Thank you. For taking the time, even if it was just for a little while."
" what? "
"Thank you. I'm going-"
"Hey, Woo Ji-ho, sleep..!"
" hi- "
Jiho walked past Jaehyo, and Jaehyo yelled at Jiho, but Jiho just waved and walked away.
"He's really a weird guy..."
Jaehyo muttered quietly to himself and walked towards the house.