100 fights, 99 losses, 1 win

The heroine's true feelings are like this_Episode 53

I had my first unrequited love in high school, and in the end, I couldn't even start that unrequited love because of Yoohyun.

Thinking back now, Yoohyeon probably dated Jimin on purpose. He knew better than anyone that I liked him, but he hated me, so he dated Jimin. And it just so happened that it happened on the day I was determined to confess.

After a rough high school career, I, a good student, was accepted to the prestigious Shinwha University. Meanwhile, Yuhyeon, not a good student, couldn't get into the same school as me.

I was thrilled to be separated from Yuhyeon for the first time in my life. Up until middle school, Yuhyeon had been my best friend, but maybe I was the only one who thought that way.

Entering college, I encountered a world without Yuhyeon for the first time. It wasn't as difficult as I'd expected. I made new friends and even had a lot of guys tell me they liked me.

Before I met and dated Yoongi, I'd actually dated two guys. Since I'd never been in a relationship before, I fell for his single word of liking me and immediately started dating him.

"Honey, I like you. Let's date."

오여주

"Uh, uh...?"

"I'll do it well"

오여주

"Yeah" ((smile

But I wasn't always sincere when I said I liked him. That's why they didn't last more than a month. So those two relationships didn't leave me with positive feelings.

The next man I met was Yoongi. From the start, Yoongi was different from the men I'd met before, and he approached me slowly, allowing me to open up.

민윤기

"Hi? I'm taking this class with you. Do you want to sit together?"

오여주

"Yeah, uh... okay"

Yoongi, who slowly opened my heart, approached me step by step and confessed to me on the day I first tasted alcohol in my life.

오여주

"I finally get to drink beer."

[Tup-]

민윤기

"Hmm... no matter how much I think about it, it just doesn't work."

오여주

"Oh, why"

오여주

"I'm an adult now, and I want to drink it, so why can't I?"

오여주

"And what does it matter to you whether I drink or not?"

민윤기

"You're mine from now on, so it doesn't matter."

오여주

"Uh, uh...?"

민윤기

"Will you go out with me? I like you a lot, lady."

So, I knew Yoongi would be different from the men I'd met before. He treated me so well, I considered it incredibly fortunate to have met him. This happiness lasted for four years.

Until I met Yuhyeon again.

After I introduced Yoongi to him at Yoohyun's insistence, his contact gradually decreased, and every day, I started to initiate the contact he'd made. Even when I initiated the call, most of the time, it didn't work, but I still trusted him to the end.

Because Yoongi was so sincere to me, and because I felt that sincerity in my heart, I didn't doubt him.

But my heart was shattered that day. Witnessing Yuhyeon emerge from the motel, arm in arm with Yoongi, I thought something was wrong with my eyes. No matter how many times I rubbed them, it was clearly Yoongi and Yuhyeon.

To be honest, it's not that I completely lost faith in Yoongi. But since Yoohyun had previously stolen Jimin, whom I loved, I didn't even listen to Yoongi's words.

I was so heartbroken and angry and didn't want to hear any excuses.

I guess I was only thinking about myself back then. But if Yoongi truly wasn't at fault at all and it was all a misunderstanding, he should have come to me, held me back, and told me everything. But Yoongi never came back after that day.

My third relationship ended badly. So I vowed never to give my heart to anyone else again, but that didn't work out the way I wanted.

I always felt sorry for the mistake I made when I met the director that day, which was Yoon-gi and I'd last met. Because of that, I always hid from the company because the director teased me every day.

김태형

"Ms. Oh Yeo-ju, where are you going in such a hurry?"

Stop-]

오여주

"Oh, ah... Hello, Director" ((bow

Swish-]

Turup-]

김태형

"You have to answer my question before you go."

오여주

"Huh?"

김태형

"I asked where you were going in such a hurry."

오여주

"Uh, ah... uh, I have to poop again"

오여주

Sudden dizziness-]

오여주

"Okay, then I'm off" ((quickly

At first, I hated the director who teased me every day because of that incident. But as each day passed, he began to treat me with sincerity rather than teasing me. He even shared lunch boxes with me and helped me with my tasks. I realized he wasn't a bad person.

So, I started to feel at ease when I was with the director. I started to like the director who always smiled at me and said kind things to me. I realized this feeling too late, but

I always thought the director, who treated me so sincerely, felt the same way. So I desperately wanted to convey my feelings, but things kept coming up and I couldn't meet him.

I had barely enough time to meet the director, so I was on my way to the director's office to confess my feelings to him, and I happened to witness that scene.

I'm talking about the scene where Yuhyeon hugs the director from behind and looks back while talking to Yuhyeon.

I foolishly ran away again. I thought he was being sincere this time, but the director, looking at Yu-hyeon, who was hugging him from behind, didn't seem to dislike his gaze.

Then I must have been mistaken. All the good things the director did to me... weren't because he liked me, but because he was being polite. He was just trying to tease me a little.

Maybe I'm stupid for thinking like this. But I'm still afraid of Yuhyeon. That's why... I always end up like this in front of him. I hate myself for being like this.