2 years and 2 days
Episode 75: Of course, no problem, other than that.
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...(staring)
The female protagonist who keeps staring intently at her phone
at that time,
Ding-
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come!!!
And the protagonist of that notification is,
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๐ฌ Are you okay today? Haha
what,
It's Kang Tae-hyun again.
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๐ฌYup..!! I'm in a good mood today hehe
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๐ฌReally...? That's a relief...
Then, I sent a dancing cat emoji.
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Haha, what the...
Kang Tae-hyun, who regularly contacted Yeoju while asking about her condition
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๐ฌWell, nothing's been tough lately?
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๐ฌUgh... No problem!!
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...
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Except for that one thing
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๐ฌ...Really?
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Everything's really okay, right?
After thinking for a moment
Choi Yeo-ju typed again.
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Then
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I can't trust people easily
Of course, people close to me like Kang Tae-hyun, Yu-hyun unnie, and oppa believe it.
however,,
It is difficult to develop the relationship beyond that.
Especially Kang Tae-hyun.
He's right now
There are still feelings for me.
You can tell just by looking at how regularly they contact each other.
but,,
I do not want my relationship with Kang Tae-hyun to change right now.
just,,
I guess you could say my anxiety about the future has grown.
I was told to enjoy the present,
It's not going as well as I thought.
And more than that,
It is difficult to form relationships with new people.
Of course, in a situation like this,
Social life will become difficult, too.
It's just... I guess it's hard even to go to a convenience store and talk to the part-timer.
Whenever I see new people,
I can picture myself forming a relationship with this person, becoming close to them, and even them betraying me.
and
I run away from that unbearable anxiety.
In this situation,
Rather than fighting with myself
Avoid it instinctively
Because I feel that is safer.
...but I wonder
Would that be safer?
Would that be more helpful for my future?
...
It's anxiety again.