A collection of emotional writings by the Boy Scouts

Back then, we were happy

We were happy back then.

Living in the darkness, I was nothing. A being unworthy of even space, not even dust or empty space, that was me. Just a shadow, swimming in a universe deeper than me, the most insignificant of beings. That was me.

But after many years, I met a shining star called you, and you gave me your starlight, making me shine too. Finally, I became someone.

Holding your hand, we promised each other: even if this darkness swallows us, we'll always, always, always be by each other's side. Always.

Those happy years, short if you say it's short, long if you say it's long, passed, and together we created warm days, exchanging warmth and light. I couldn't have asked for more.

But you left. Mercilessly, suddenly. Suddenly, your warmth, your light, your appearance, even the little stars in your eyes that shone whenever you spoke, left my cold body.

Let me say it again.

We were happy back then.

Why did you suddenly do that?

...That's enough. We were happy. That's enough. Right?

You were a selfish person to the end. I hope you don't give him any more warmth. I don't have any feelings left.

...In this darkness, in this universe where all the stars twinkle together brilliantly, in this deep, merciless, cold universe, a being like me cannot survive. The time I spent with you was just a warm dream. That's right.

You were the sweetest and loneliest light in my life, no, in all the dreams I've ever had.

..it's not a compliment, I hope you live well and die well.

And I hope to become a being that floats lonely in the night sky, like me.

I tried not to include any interpretations as much as possible, but I was worried that you might not understand the story. Still, I hope that you read each expression and interpret the female protagonist's emotions differently..!!

(Interpretation) The female lead was a child with no confidence or anything, but after dating her first love, the male lead, for quite some time, she gradually gained confidence and her personality brightened, but the male lead suddenly broke up with her, saying that he liked someone else.

The female protagonist, who thought she would be with the male protagonist for the rest of her life, was greatly shocked by this breakup announcement and is currently receiving psychiatric treatment and taking medication. This article is about the female protagonist taking medication at night and talking to herself while looking out the window at the night sky :)

It's Boy Scout Jakka~!! I suddenly got a cold again so I postponed my homework and came running hehe I wrote it in a hurry so the quality is low..(It was low originally) But I believe you enjoyed reading it!!

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