A person who has lost his color

35. After that I

Was she on drugs?

After that, I felt like I had stopped taking old medication.

I always wanted to see you

I tried to visit often, but

Her cold expression caught my ankle.

After seeing her at the bus stop, I couldn't struggle anymore.

The image of a man and a woman under an umbrella

Her appearance

The appearance of a strange man

Unlike when she was with me, she laughed while holding her stomach.

You made me feel so dirty

Yeah, I think that could be possible

When I think of her back then

How can this be?

The aftereffects of love can be devastating

One day

I'm so drunk on alcohol that I rarely even touch

She drew a scene where she was with a strange man in the rain.

It felt different from the first time

Something was different on my heart

After finishing the drawing

[Man and Woman in the Rain]

I took a picture and posted it on the internet with the title

I'm literally out of my mind

I just fell asleep

When I checked in the morning, the drawings were spread out everywhere.

Even if I hear thousands of praises and compliments,

Even if life gets better thanks to that picture,

Is it because the 'man' referring to [the man and woman in the rain] is not referring to me?

As the title suggests, it didn't come with happiness.

It was the worst painting of my life.

If you ask me if I'll go back and tell everything

My answer is still no

Since I saw her smile, which was more vivid than when I was with her

There's no way I can answer 'yes' to that question.

Without even a shield called her

I gradually came back

lethargy

Depression

impulsiveness

anxiety

My world was about to end

hello

The colorless person has been completed

Thank you to everyone who has watched so far.

If you need an interpretation, please ask in the comments.

I would appreciate it if you could also check out the new work in the background.

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