A relationship that is not a relationship
Blame (3)
After breaking up with Kwon Soon-young, I came home and was taking a shower when Janhwa came and checked and it was Kwon Soon-young.
윤여주
"Honey"
권순영
"What are you doing, Yeoju...."
I felt better at the languid voice and answered diligently.
윤여주
"I was just taking a shower to get some rest~"
권순영
"Your voice has improved a lot?"
윤여주
"Oh... really?"
권순영
"Yeah. Why? No?"
윤여주
"No, I just feel good."
권순영
"Come out to my house tomorrow. Let's go out and play."
So I decided to go on a date with Kwon Soon-young and fell asleep.
The next day, we took the train and went out to have fun.
권순영
"Did you tell your brother?"
윤여주
"Of course haha"
권순영
"But you didn't even ask where I was going today?"
윤여주
"..I didn't ask that.."
Kwon Soon-young was looking straight ahead with a slightly pouty face, and I thought that was so cute that I smiled and spoke.
윤여주
"I'm so happy to be hanging out with you that I never even thought of asking that question."
권순영
"really...?"
윤여주
"By the way, I have a question."
It was a big decision. Sunyoung's curious expression tried to stop me from asking, but I asked out of my own curiosity and the desire to know.
윤여주
"Why haven't you contacted me for a while...?"
A moment passed, and Soonyoung opened her mouth with difficulty.
권순영
"My father passed away."
윤여주
"...uh.."
I was taken aback by Sunyoung's calmer tone than I expected.
권순영
"And then my mom committed suicide because she couldn't live without my dad."
권순영
"But... you didn't say anything to me? You didn't even say sorry. Honestly, even if I were an adult... how could I live without mom and dad.. hehe"
권순영
"So, in the end, I couldn't find the body I was looking for, and I held the funeral alone, without the body... at home..."
I couldn't say anything.
It's not that you're avoiding me, it's not that you hate me.
But I called him a bastard and hated him to death.
Without even hearing the reason
Only then did I understand why he had hugged me so warmly.
윤여주
"There's Sunyoung."
I looked at him and he was lowering his head and sobbing a little.
윤여주
"When you lose someone, the grief embraces you and heals you. You don't always have to look confident and happy..."
윤여주
"And never blame yourself."
윤여주
"If things are tough, it's okay to lean on others, to appeal, and to cry."
People who have been a great comfort to me
I am returning the gratitude I have for those people to the people I love.
Don't blame anyone, but don't blame yourself either.
Someday, happy days will come, and it is okay to express sadness.
윤여주
"love you"
권순영
"me too"
Because of this, we, who thought we would only be happy, have become inseparable from each other, not just pursuing happiness.