A world ruled by half-human and half-beast

Please look into my worries just once..

Hello, this is Minta.

Are you disappointed that today isn't an episode?

But it's so hard...

I'll rest today..

Tomorrow instead!!

I'll definitely upload it..

First of all, let me start with my concerns.

I'm sad...

I don't go to any academies related to studying, but my grades are better than those of the kids who do.

But still, you are not satisfied?

You keep talking about studying...

I'm sure other people feel the same way...

however..

I played Samulnori before.

I haven't done it since the second semester of last year

From then on, continue playing Samulnori.

Why don't you do it?

If you don't want to play Samulnori, study a little.

And so on, the nagging got worse.

I can tolerate that much...

however..

I had dakgalbi at home for dinner tonight.

While eating

Mother said, "Why don't you play Samulnori?"

"Study"

"You have talent for studying, so why don't you study?"

He said he was pressuring me..

My father also said things like, "You should study."

So, all the sadness I had been holding back came rushing back and I cried right there.

however

What my father said...

"Why are you crying?"

He said that lol

Putting aside the affectionate tone

In a ridiculous way...lol

I've never cried out loud in my life.

Not once in 13 years...

And then I came into the room and again...

I looked so pathetic crying so hard that my voice wouldn't escape.

Always bright with those friends

He barely talks to his parents, but his grades are pretty good.

These two figures...

Isn't it too different?..

And just once, before transferring, I cried and confided my worries to a close friend at school.

"Hey... why are you like this? You're not that kind of person..."

I said...

What's so special about me...

What is it about me that I have to be forced to be like that?

Do I always have to be bright and get good grades?

I'm only 13 years old...

Should I hide my feelings?

It's really so hard...

I have no place to confide...

I'm afraid my close friend will say the same thing...

I'm so anxious...

And when I went into the room, my father cried

"Why are you crying and making a fuss?"

He said...

really...

Family is not family..

I really want to die..

On D-Day

It says "ㅈㄱㅅㅇㄴ+762"

What do you mean?...

The day I want to die is +762

But I can't die...

And in my dream last time

I tried to commit suicide in front of my family.

No one stopped me

......

Seriously... I woke up from my dream and tears were streaming down my face...

I'm not sad at all...

But my chest feels so stuffy and irritated...

There are only two things that can solve this...

One of them is BTS..

And dance

These are the only two things I can rely on...

Even if I say this, you probably don't understand...

What kind of person am I?

I'm sorry for coming like this...

I'll definitely come back with a story tomorrow.