About death,

_I think about death today too

About death,

_I think about death today too

People in the world struggle to live every minute, every second.

Some live for the future, some for the present, some long for the past, and some live a life that cannot die.

But that is just a story of people living a life called ‘reality’.

The reason we live for reality and tenaciously endure it.

So, what choices would humans make in a life in a dimension other than ‘reality’?

In reality, you have to be tenacious to survive, but if it's a book that isn't even reality...

If you were to possess a character in a book and live the life of a given character...

Humans are meaningful because they carve out their own destiny.

But it's not a character. It's a life lived according to a given role and given characteristics, and once the given role is over, that's it.

What is the meaning of life as it is given?

Seriously, I think today is going to be another nauseating day.

앨리스 [18]

I opened my eyes again today. In this world.

This strange world is still beautiful today, to the point of nausea.

앨리스 [18]

I'm sure you fell from the roof yesterday too... but you woke up fine.

You're such a fucking character. Do you think it's easy to steal a rooftop key and use it? Surveillance has gotten so strict these days.

앨리스 [18]

Seriously... he's a bad god.

God. The God who created and built this world, the God who keeps me from dying.

I must not open my eyes in this world any longer. I must die today. I must die tomorrow. If today doesn't work, tomorrow. If tomorrow doesn't work, the day after tomorrow.

I've jumped into death in countless ways, but what changes is the failure of many of the methods, my giving up.

앨리스 [18]

Alice, what a weird name you gave yourself.

Alice. A character in a book I read, and like many people's possessions, she's a villainess.

A villain who is always following and harassing the female protagonist like a stalker, to the point where it would be more accurate to say he is jealous, persecutors, and even hates her.

But, as with all stories in novels, he is a character who shows himself to be a model of Kwon Seong-jin-ak and takes on the role of a sad ending.

This novel is titled "You Are as Bright as the Sunshine Today." It was a huge hit during the height of the reverse harem trend. It's a famous novel that ranked first in the reverse harem genre.

A work that has captured the hearts of many people because the charms of the male and female leads are overflowing.

The content is always the same, it was hard when I was young~ but I'm happy now~ It's a trivial story about a female protagonist and fish who get men involved in useless content.

The story begins with the female protagonist entering a high school as the top scholarship student, a place where only those with a lot of money or the top 1% of students can enter, after working hard to earn money and studying hard in a poor environment.

The male lead has yet to be decided, and the candidates are... Jeon Jungkook, the sole heir to a wealthy family; national swimming team member Kim Taehyung; Min Yoongi, the leader of a gang of bullies; and Park Jimin, a mafia member.

Lastly, the character I was possessed by, Alice's stepbrother, Kim Seok-jin.

But Alice, like the villainess from the beginning, lived as a villainess in a dark environment from the beginning to the end, unlike the heroine.

김석진 [19]

I told you not to get in my sight.

Alice's stepbrother, Kim Seok-jin, was the heir to a so-called nouveau riche family that had risen from the ordinary to the rich by sheer luck.

앨리스 [18]

Why, if you just look into my eyes, you'll have the chance to see this expression.

A mocking smile crossed Kim Seok-jin's face. Seok-jin was quite annoyed by Alice's attitude, as if she knew that the thing he despised most in the world was herself.

김석진 [19]

I guess I'm still not very objective about myself because I'm a lowly illegitimate child.

An illegitimate child. Alice grew up in a harsh environment, as she was initially set up as a stepbrother.

Kim Seokjin's parents were a pretty good couple, but my mother... Alice's mother, who is now deceased, tricked me into spending the night with Kim Seokjin's father. And she did it several times, thoroughly.

Because of this, Kim Seok-jin's family relationship was strained, and after Alice's mother passed away, Kim Seok-jin's mother heard the news and took Alice away, saying that it was the fault of her husband and Alice's mother, and that she should not reject an innocent person like her.

앨리스 [18]

What does that matter~ Your family is the same in that you can't be objective about yourself.

The villainess was evil in nature, and Alice had a knack for making people hate themselves in every situation.

The words Alice just uttered were also a mockery of the family itself, which had gone from ordinary to rich.