Are you half-human, half-beast? I'm a bully, lol

...

Is it right for me to write here?

Well, no one likes me

To be honest, it's so hard.

Today is a truly happy day, and I'm here to greet you with this content.

Today marks the 200th day since I joined the app called Fanplus.

But I'm not happy.

Everyone, when I'm having a hard time, tell me to cheer up.

But you know what?

I have no strength at all,

On the outside, it seems like everything is fine, but on the inside, it's not.

Even if I try to pretend that everything is okay, I just end up more miserable and in more pain.

20 people a day with bad breath? I don't really care.

But I was upset because the people who said they wouldn't leave did that.

But I thought I had to do better because there were still dews by my side, and after seeing the question that came in from escrow yesterday, I thought I had been holding on well until now, but that wasn't the case.

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To be honest, I'm really stressed out.

Even more so when remaking a work.

Of course, it was nice that about 200 more Dews were created while doing the remake.

The human mind is such that the more you receive something, the more you want to receive it.

For example, the number of likes.

Every day, as countless dewdrops form, countless dewdrops leave me.

It's just a seesaw that goes up and down. It keeps repeating.