Between the blooming and falling of flowers
Epilogue: The Second Ending of the Sub-Female Lead ❄



윤여주
"Try being a mom, mom~ Who do you resemble to be so pretty~ haha"


윤여주
"Do I take after my dad? I shouldn't take after my mom's personality^ㅁ^"


김석진
"Give me Lua. It must be heavy."


윤여주
"Should we go to daddy? Haha, our Lua is so pretty. Who does she resemble? Ipo~"


김석진
"lol"


윤여주
"It's good~ haha But more than that, this coldness....."


민윤기
"Who is your mom~?"

I was caught by Yoongi who was serving tea in the kitchen...


윤여주
".... Well, I was wrong.. 8ㅁ8 You should have cursed instead. It's scarier because it seems like you're swearing with your eyes while smiling!!"


In the end, Lua returns to her mother's arms...


윤여주
"But Lua still recognizes her mother. She's such a cute and filial daughter."


김석진
"She's Lua's daughter..."


윤여주
".... That, that's right, Princess, our Lua.. "


윤여주
"T-Tell me, didn't you always call me 'noona' at first?... Can't you call me 'noona'..? Seokjini calls me 'hyung' and treats me with respect..."


민윤기
"You have to be like my older sister to be called my older sister."


윤여주
"!! You're using formal language with me...?"


민윤기
"... I didn't really feel like it, but in some ways, I received a lot of help..."


윤여주
"Min Yoongi called me noona!"


민윤기
"I didn't say sister..."

"Uh.. um.. oh my..!"


민윤기
"......."

The problem is...

As Lua was being carried from Yoongi's arms to Yeoju's, she spoke in a motherly tone...


윤여주
".... Uh, uh..."

Yoon-gi glared at the female lead with eyes that looked like they were about to cry.


민윤기
"you"

me

go

At that moment, the phone rang...(?)


윤여주
"I'll go now^^ haha..;"


윤여주
"I'll contact you when I get home >ㅅ<!!"


민윤기
"go away."


윤여주
"lol"


윤여주
"Hi, Lua~ Auntie will come visit again later~^ㅁ^"


김석진
"Goodbye, lady. Come see Lua again later."


민윤기
"Don't come. You don't have to come."


민윤기
"Ha, bye, sister.. Come see Lua again later."


윤여주
"Haha okay I'll go~^^"



윤여주
'I haven't heard from you... What is this...'

While I was standing at the traffic light checking the contact, the light changed.

When the light changes from green to red, it will make a loud noise to let you know.

Why doesn't it give any signal when the light is green and I have to go through it?

Green light, someone

Why doesn't anyone tell me or give me a signal when a precious opportunity I've been waiting for comes?

???
"Okay, I'll be there soon haha. Oh, wait..."


윤여주
'....'


윤여주
'..!! Hey, the person who just passed by...'

(Sound of a red light coming on)


윤여주
"ah... "

I was busy walking forward again in a hurry when I turned around to see the signal that the light was about to turn red.


윤여주
'I guess I saw it wrong..'


윤여주
'I haven't been in contact with ☆☆ since then... It's been a while since I've seen him... But still, maybe

No, no way'

Even if I try to go back, the signal that has already passed returns, but as time passes and I feel uncertain, I just turn around and go back the way I came.


A few months ago (the same day as the hospital scene in episode 19)


윤여주
"Ha... What are you doing out this late? Why aren't you coming back? It's raining hard."


윤여주
"Hey! Did you bring an umbrella with you?!"


전원우
"You didn't take it... maybe?"


전원우
"Are you unable to come because you don't have an umbrella?"

The moment Wonwoo picks up his phone

The phone rang on Yeoju's phone.


윤여주
"Hey, Jungkook."

...


윤여주
"Okay, I understand. I'll pick you up. Wait there."


윤여주
"I'll bring Jungkook."



윤여주
"Jungkook!! .."

The female protagonist who arrived at the hospital where Jeongguk was said to be was a little puzzled.

Jeongguk was sitting curled up in a chair in front of a hospital room, secretly shedding tears.


윤여주
"Jungkook..? .. "


전정국
"Sigh... Sister..."


전정국
"Ah.. I'm sorry.. The tears.. suddenly started flowing.. heh... sob.."


윤여주
"Then I'll go down. Take your time and tidy up before you come down. I'll wait downstairs."

Jungkook held onto the female lead who was about to turn back without seeing him, preventing her from turning back.


전정국
"Just a moment... Don't go... I..."


전정국
"Sister... Hehe... You too..."


전정국
"Seeing someone you love happy with someone else..."


전정국
"Now I know how much it hurts..."


전정국
"I didn't know my sister would be this tired... It's the first time I've seen her looking so happy... Ugh... Stop... I'm such an idiot..."


전정국
"Isn't it funny how I'm always jealous of you from behind, even though I can't reach out or have you...? Heh.. sigh.. Even though I wish you happiness, it actually hurts my heart more when you see you happy.. It hurts.. So much... sob.. "

Even though her pronunciation wasn't clear and the words were mixed up because she was covered in tears, she somehow felt the meaning of the words and the female protagonist took a moment to check who the owner of the hospital room was.


윤여주
"...!"


윤여주
"..... "


전정국
"I didn't know if it was love or respect.. I hated Chani, but seeing my hyung cry and laugh like that.. I didn't know until I saw it for the first time. I couldn't be sure.."


전정국
"I wish you would forget about Chan and be happy, sob... I'm sorry for only hurting you and making you suffer more... I'm sorry, sob... I'm sorry..."


윤여주
"Why are you sorry..."


전정국
"Because Subin likes his older sister... Hehe ...


전정국
"I didn't even care that you were hurting, noona... sigh... I didn't even think that you would be hurt again because of Subin, so I just hurt you many times..."


전정국
"I guess it's a sin to just act like an idiot... and be selfish..."


전정국
"It hurts to see the person I love like this, and I lose my friend... my loved one... my precious younger sibling... and even my older sister... and I'm crying alone, what am I saying..."


전정국
"I'm just so sorry to my sister... "


윤여주
"What are you talking about.. You did nothing wrong.. Huh..."


윤여주
"You said that Yeonjun didn't come to school after that and you didn't see him either...?"


Back to the present


윤여주
'It really was... ☆☆... but it can't be... if it is, what... what... what... what should I do...'





윤여주
'I think this is the place I passed by on my first date with Subin...'

... If I keep doing this, I feel like you'll definitely show up and call me and hug me

It seems like he'll cry and joke around, and then he'll smile brightly and say he loves me...


윤여주
"You're not here, are you..."


최수빈
"I missed you"


최수빈
"I thought I was going to die waiting to see you. I missed you so much."


윤여주
'This voice... No, no way...'


윤여주
'Soo, Subin...?.....'


최수빈
"Why are you out so late? Let's go quickly."


???
"Yeah, Mia, cool haha. Did you wait for Mani~?"


윤여주
"Subin...ah...?"


최수빈
"Hey, haha, without you, I can't even breathe. What should I do if I die?..ㅠ Don't come late again..."


???
"Okay lol crybaby! My boyfriend is such a crybaby! Haha"


윤여주
"..... cow..."

I didn't have the strength to speak anymore.

So we're moving away again...


윤여주
"..Ugh... Subin!!!!...Keuk.. Choi Subin!...You bad guy...Sob.."


최수빈
"Sister..."


최수빈
"Sister"


최수빈
"Sister, wake up."


최수빈
"Why are you crying while sleeping? Wake up."


윤여주
"... what..?..."


윤여주
'Dream...?.... Sigh..'


전정국
"Are you awake? Did you have a nightmare...?"


윤여주
"Ah... that's not it..."

I spent so much time dreaming of you.

You seem happy with someone other than me... I always have to pass by you

My role in that dream is to either smile at someone or just pass them by...

I wish you hadn't shown up.

I feel like I'll just fall apart even more... I'm in so much pain right now...

I'm satisfied with you passing by as if you couldn't see me in a dream... even that's enough

Yeah.. I'm happy about that.. because I can see you..

And so, several months and several seasons passed...



전정국
"Sister, do you have plans tomorrow..?"


전정국
"If you don't have any, could you spare some time?"


윤여주
"Huh? What is it?"


전정국
"Um... Sister, can you please go on a blind date with me..?"


윤여주
"what?"


전정국
"He's really handsome, tall, has good manners, and is comparable to most idols. I want to meet him."


전정국
"So, if it's okay, how about we dress up and go out tomorrow...?"


윤여주
"......"


전정국
"I'll go out and see it once and if I don't like it, I'll tell you I can't do it."


윤여주
"....Uh...I..."

I don't know how to move my mouth...

I don't want to go out, but... should I keep waiting for you?... If I wait for you, you might come... I'm scared of you coming.

I don't want to forget you, but I want to forget you, and I'm afraid it'll become like a dream, so I want to run away before I can confirm your existence.

....


윤여주
"Okay... I'll go out..."


전정국
"Haha... You won't regret it."


전정국
"Sis, you're already pretty, so whatever you do will look pretty to him, but still, do your best so that you won't regret it tomorrow, okay..?"



윤여주
"A blind date is suddenly coming to me... It feels like it's been a while since I've been on a blind date..."

It turned out like this...

The heroine went to a hair salon to sort out her messy self and appearance.

The long, elegant, and shiny hair of the female protagonist that reached down to her waist has been replaced with a beautiful short bob that reaches down to her shoulders and is as dark as moonlight.

The heroine wanted to pretend to have forgotten the past like this.

The female lead wasn't expecting a blind date.

For some reason, I keep having second thoughts

Thinking about that situation, which is both exciting and scary

I know it's a ridiculous fantasy, but...

I repeat the words, “Go out and decorate without regrets”

The clothes I thought were the prettiest among my own... I couldn't wear them and just kept them as they were...

I took out a pretty cappuccino-colored winter coat.


윤여주
"....."


Arrived at the meeting place

I didn't know what to do with my pounding heart, so I just stared at the mirror I took out of my pouch.

On cold winter days, my face gets redder and redder, and I don't even know why.

I'm just waiting, breathing heavily...



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I'm sorry.. I'm so late ㅠㅠ.. I'm really sorry. I can't believe that my first work will be finished soon...


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Still, I am always so grateful to those who have continued to wait.


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Uh... You might not believe me (the author's credibility has declined???)


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It's getting too long, so I'll write it again tomorrow and upload it right away.


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And when the epilogue ends tomorrow

To the readers who have read this, I have a lot to say about this work (explanatory note). So, I would like to hear from you, my dear readers, about anything you are curious about or would like to say...

It may seem like I'm overstepping my bounds and I'm a really bad writer, but if you leave lots of comments and ask questions about my work, I'll be even happier than I am now with my readers^^

I'll definitely be back tomorrow. Thank you to everyone who read this late at night and to all the readers who read it later. I'll be back tomorrow with more information about the epilogue and the subsequent episodes.

Thank you and sorry

I love you so so much again..♥ (I know it may seem strange, but I'm just a new writer who's excited about the end of her first story, so please be lenient. ㅠㅠ haha..;)

Thank you for watching

See you in the next episode♡

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