Between the blooming and falling of flowers

Episode 16: The Flower Shop. episide4

(Yoongi's point of view episode)

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"Chan, Chan..."

Chan-i gave her a light kiss and then got up from his seat.

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"....."

Chani smiled as usual

Even though it wasn't summer, my face felt hot.

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"I'll take you there"

We broke up like that that day

A few days after that day...

'Did you do it... why is it like this...'

I originally didn't have much of an appetite...

Even if I eat just a little, I immediately throw it all up.

My stomach is churning without eating and I'm going crazy

I thought I had a serious cold, but it didn't get any better as the days passed, so I ended up going to the hospital.

I was skeptical...

Week 4... Rani...

At first I was confused, but Chani's child... I felt a little warm inside.

I was wondering if I should tell Chan-i...

Then a date was set up

That day, my head was splitting and I wasn't feeling well, but I went out on a date thinking about Chani.

Of all days, I met Yoon Yeo-ju that day...

I didn't mean to say that much...

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"Ugh... sigh..."

'Chan-i is next to me... Ah...'

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"Brother... Where does it hurt..? Are you okay?"

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"That's... Chan-ah..."

'Chan might like it too..'

"Chan, actually.."

I shouldn't have said that.

The moment Chan-i heard that...

But if it's cold... Even if you don't like it...

Chan-i's eyes, which always seemed to sparkle, suddenly looked cold. Chan-i, who always smiled at me...

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"I can't take responsibility."

After saying that, he let go of the hand that was holding my hand, which was getting colder and colder.

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"And if you're going to take responsibility, take responsibility alone."

"..."

Without opening his mouth, Chan-i turned around and left me behind.

I tried to follow, but my legs gave out and I had a severe headache.

It hurt so much... I couldn't get up, I bit my lip so hard I could taste blood in my mouth, and the area around my eyes stung and burned.

I couldn't even get up and while I was doing that, I met Namjoon...

Thanks to you, I was able to get help.

I hated the baby in my stomach

Blaming the child for nothing,

Would it have been better if I had never had children?

'If only it weren't you, if only it weren't you!!'

Even if you think and say it in your head and with your words,

wonderfully

I don't cry much, but every time I do,

Tears flowed from my eyes.

As the tears flow, the hatred and sadness grow longer

The more I did that, the more my body became covered in wounds.

Time passed painfully, filled with morning sickness, regret, and tears, but I was so miserable that I didn't even realize the time had passed.

"Ugh... ugh... huff... huh... heh..."

My head felt like it was going to split open, and my stomach felt like it was twisting and churning.

"Blood...blood?! ... Huh... gasp... ugh.. "

At that moment, my vision became blurry and my legs felt weak, so I could barely lean on the sofa.

"Huh.. huh.. ugh.. what should I do.. I, I need to go to the hospital.."

I thought I'd rather die like this

Like this, me and my child...

If you do this well, it might become a legacy.

But actually...I wanted someone's help

I wish anyone would save me, at least the child.

A phone call came at that moment...

It was Seok Jin-hyung

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#"Yoongi..."

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"Huh... h... ugh... ugh... my stomach... ah... ahhh.."

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#"!! What's wrong, Yoongi, where does it hurt?! Where are you!"

#"Yoongi!!"

I was so hurt and scared that I didn't know what was going to happen. As soon as I got the call from my brother, I fainted.

The moment my brother somehow found his way home and tried to hug me, I faintly came to my senses.

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"Yoongi... I know it's hard... It's hard, but let's... not give up..."

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"But... I..."

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"I'll take responsibility for you and the child."

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"?!... Hyung... Hyung, why..."

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"I want to do that, if only it would keep you safe."

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"I will be the child's father."

weird..

Tears flowed freely. My frozen, aching heart felt like it was warming up again.

No matter how much I said that, I still wanted to protect the child on my own.

I might have refused, but that day I just hugged Seok Jin and cried.

It was the first time I had ever leaned on someone.

So I started living with my brother

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"Sister!"

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"uh,?"

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"I called you several times, but I'm seeing you now..."

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"Ah... sorry..."

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"More than that, sis... haven't you forgotten anything?"

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"huh?"

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"I... haven't properly confessed to my sister yet."

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"don't do it,"

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"Huh?, uh,"

Yeoju lightly touched Subin's cheek

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"Let's make this my third time doing this."

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...

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"Why, why! Why is your face turning red!!,, "

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"That's it..."

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"It's cute... Then..."

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"yes?!... ////////"

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"You didn't know you were cute..?!"

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"...Who... Sister..."

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"Okay, I'll stop now."

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"More than that... Sister... I..."

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"I'm going on a trip."

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The episodes end here

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I wanted to write an episode about Seokjin too, but if I write everything I originally had in mind, the episodes will get too long, so I think I might write a behind-the-scenes episode.

I would appreciate it if you could leave a comment^^♡