Between the blooming and falling of flowers

Episode 19: Sorry for making you lonely

Seokjin covered Yoongi with his jacket while running to avoid getting wet as much as possible, and ran through the rain carrying Yoongi on his back.

김석진

"Huk... Huh... Heh... Heh... Ha... Hak..."

김석진

"after... "

Seokjin, so shocked, took a deep breath and caught his breath.

That sigh was filled with worry and regret for Yoon-ki and the baby in her stomach, who were so often sick and struggling.

I felt guilty that I shouldn't have made things difficult for both of them from the beginning, and I waited, hoping that at least Yoongi wouldn't get hurt.

Strangely enough, I really cared for Yoongi to begin with, but after that incident, while spending time with Yoongi...

When I see Yoon-gi, I feel like he's someone I really love and my heart races.

Is it good...?

Well, I decided to become a father to a child.

But I didn't know I would fall in love...

At that moment

간호사

"Your guardian will come in."

...I thought it would be okay, but seeing Yoongi in pain again

My heart was heavy and I kept crying because I didn't know why it hurt so much.

김석진

"... Was it because I was scared that I came out to meet you in the rain? Or because I was lonely?"

Seokjin looked at Yoongi's reddened eyes and at Yoongi's clothes that were slightly wet from the rain and slightly shining.

He unbuttoned Yoongi's clothes one by one, forgetting his own soaking wet appearance.

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'...How can you be so pretty.....'

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' .... '

Seokjin gently kissed Yoongi's eyes, which looked like they were about to burst into tears.

김석진

"Now... I won't be lonely anymore. Let's really not get sick anymore."

민윤기

"... brother...."

김석진

"..... "

Seokjin flinched in surprise and let go of the button on Yoongi's shirt he was holding, looking at his own surprised and clearly red face reflected in Yoongi's eyes.

최수빈

"Haak... ah... huh... huh..."

최연준

"Subin..."

Since morning, I couldn't even breathe properly, my heart was pounding painfully, my eyes were stinging, and my vision was often blurry.

'Now, really...'

Tears that had been suppressed by pain suddenly poured out.

It's not like I didn't know... This kind of breakup... I knew all the pain...

'I'm just hurting you for nothing... because I won't give up on you...'

'My sister....'

The heroine is alone again...

Missing you and feeling sorry were the biggest reasons for the sudden tears.

최수빈

"Huh.... heh...."

I wanted to speak, but all that came out of my mouth was a groan.

최수빈

'I feel like I'm going to die... It hurts so much I'm going crazy...

Ah... I... I'm going to die now.....'

...

The bloodstains in front of my eyes became blurry and shaky, and then I lost consciousness and collapsed.

"F*ck... nn.... ......."

I'm sorry... for being greedy... for loving you...

Because I was lonely...

작가

"It was originally 2,000 or 3,000, but I changed it to Non-Korean and cut it all off. I'm sorry!!"

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I almost cried while writing this episode (I almost became the kid who suddenly cried right in front of the teacher during class;;;)

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I didn't know I would be this sad when I was writing the last episode (was the author the only one who was sad;;)

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I'll make sure the next episode comes out early (just in words?). I'll make sure it comes out right after the middle part ends and the last episode comes out.

See you in the last episode☆