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34. Jeongguk's Past 3


34. Jeongguk's Past 3

Dying like this seemed meaningless, so I tried to move my body and get up. When I did, my stomach hurt like a slit. That child's pain must have been several times worse... I resented myself.

Thump... thump.

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"..uh...ugh..uh..ha..."

Jimin hyung would track my location, but I didn't want to meet him in this state. As I was running across the mountain, I heard a girl crying.

I pressed my hand firmly against the deep wound on his abdomen and spoke to the child. The child flinched slightly and then slowly looked at me. Perhaps because of the moonlight, the child's eyes glowed softly.

It looked a lot like the child who died.

I wanted to be with you and talk about this and that, but... I think I just ran away because I didn't know when Jimin would come back.


민윤기
"I ask again, what are you doing?"

At a park I came down from the mountain, I unexpectedly saw Yoon Ki-hyung with the kid from earlier. I still didn't have the strength to look at his face, so I ran into the alley.

dump-

Now, I don't have the strength to walk or run. I leaned against the wall deep in an alley and calmed my mind.


전정국
"..haa...ha..he..ah.."

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"Are you okay??"

I raised my head at the sound of a girl's voice. It was the same girl from before. I told her to leave, but the worries kept coming. It felt good to briefly feel the presence of concern in people.

I wonder if my mom and dad in heaven are worried about me.

If only that car accident hadn't happened back then...my parents...would still be with me.

Ah... I shouldn't have thought about my parents... I'm about to cry... Jimin hyung will be running over soon...


박지민
"Jeon Jungkook!! I fucking found him."


전정국
"Huh, huh.."

I couldn't raise my head. Was it because I was embarrassed, or...

Was it a relief? Tears were about to fall out.


박지민
"You live with us"


전정국
"brother?!"

Suddenly, my older brother asked me to live with him, patted my shoulder, and smiled.

As Jimin lay on his brother's back, he glanced at my wounds, and I told him I was okay now, that I could walk on my own. It was still really painful, though.

I feel more pain when others are in pain than when I am in pain myself.

But I hurt the brothers who raised me until now...

I don't know if I can go back...