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김유정
"that is..."
Yujeong was silent for a long time, and Yeoju just stared at her with her arms crossed.
김유정
"..."
Even though time passed and Yoo-jeong didn't speak, Yeo-ju got up from her seat.
이여주
"Ha.. I'll go."
As the female protagonist tried to leave the break room
김유정
"in fact..!"
The female protagonist sat down again as Yujeong spoke as if trying to grab her.
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"I've been friends with Bae Suzy since 5th grade... Yoojung was such a good girl even until the moment she graduated from elementary school."
The woman who was wrapped around Soo-ji could only let out a hollow laugh.
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"But when I was in the first year of middle school, I suddenly started hanging out with the bullies and they started ignoring me..! My only friend was ignoring me.. so.."
Yujeong swallowed hard.
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"So I said I'd become a bully too... and I agreed to do whatever Suzy asked me to do on the condition that we play together..."
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"That's why I did it..! That's why... I pushed Yerin.. Because Suzy told me to.. Because she was a precious friend to me.."
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"Even after doing that... it felt like an insurmountable wall had formed between Suzy and me..."
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"But if I could just overcome that wall... if I could just tear that wall down... I thought Suzy could go back to how she used to be..!"
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"But things didn't go my way..."
Yujeong didn't say anything, as if she had finished what she wanted to say.
이여주
"hey."
At the female protagonist's words, Suji raised her head, looked at the female protagonist, and froze.
The female protagonist looked at Soo-ji as if she was looking at a ghost, or worse than a ghost. To put it in one word, it was as if she had eyes that could kill her at any moment.
이여주
"Are you calling that an excuse? Or an apology? I don't know what kind of confidence you have to tell me that."
김유정
"That...that..!"
이여주
"If you look at it that way, if Bae Suzy had told you to jump from the rooftop, you would have jumped... right?"
Yujeong was speechless at Yeoju's words.
이여주
"And what? Can't I climb over the wall? You were the one who suggested putting me in the cleaning kit. Thanks to you, I've developed claustrophobia. Thanks."
김유정
"That...that's...!"
The female protagonist interrupts Yoo-jeong and speaks.
이여주
"And who was the one who cursed with his eyes, watched, and cursed with his words?"
Yoo-jeong was the one who bit her own lips at Yeo-ju's words.
이여주
"Now, make an excuse. Or maybe apologize? Ah! To me, it looks like you're just apologizing to ease your guilt."
김유정
"You must be wrong..! That's because Suji told me to do that...!"
이여주
"That damn Suzy, Suzy! Suzy!!"
Yujeong was startled when the female protagonist screamed.
이여주
"Ha.. I'm sorry, but I have one more thing to say. Because of you, I had to live my entire middle school life with the label of a crazy bitch and a murderer..!"
이여주
"I gave up my dream and am now a trainee to make Yerin's dream come true instead of her being in a vegetative state..!!"
It was a first. Seeing the heroine, who always held back no matter how angry she was, get so angry and scream like this...
이여주
"You have trampled on the dreams of one person, no, two people..."
The female protagonist looked like she was about to cry at any moment.
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"I also thought that wasn't true, so I transferred schools..! And.. I even gave you proof!!"
Rather, it was Yoo-jeong who was angry.
이여주
"If you thought otherwise... you shouldn't have acted like that... you should have cleared up all the misunderstandings..!! You should have apologized to me completely.."
In the end, the female protagonist ended up shedding tears.
김유정
"If that were the case...!! You would still be fighting with the members!"
The heroine sighs as Yoo-jung continues to confidently walk forward. And then...
이여주
"Thank you for helping me. But... I don't have the confidence to look at you anymore...? Will you come alive in front of me...? Please..."
Yeoju said, rubbing her face with her hand, and Yujeong got up from her seat and left the break room.
As we left the break room, the person standing in front of the break room was Jeongguk.
정국
"Are you leaving already? Are you done talking?"
김유정
"But... how is this place..."
Yoojung was flustered by Jeongguk's bright words.
정국
"Ah.. Since you didn't come for so long.. I got pushed by my brothers.."
김유정
"Ah.. Then I'll go first..!"
Yujeong walked quickly.
정국
"..."
When Yoojung came to life in front of his eyes, the bright and cheerful Jeongguk disappeared and in an instant, Jeongguk became serious.
정국
"Ha... crazy..."
Jeongguk carefully entered the break room, shaking off his hair.
정국
"..."
Jungkook approached the female protagonist and carefully hugged her, as if comforting a crying baby. And then...
정국
"I'm sorry... I should have come a little earlier... I shouldn't have just sent you away... No... If only you and I had met a little... a little sooner..."
'You wouldn't have been hurt like this...'
The person who should have apologized was nowhere to be found, and instead, it was Jeongguk who apologized.
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"Why... are you just making excuses...! Why are you getting angry, Kim Yoo-jung...!"
No matter how much I regretted and blamed myself on the way home, it was just spilled milk... I couldn't collect it again even if I tried.
Most people just lurk... I used to ignore them... Why does it take an hour or two to leave a comment?
Every day, I'm filled with thoughts like, "What kind of story would you like?" and "What kind of progression would be good?"
I'm writing this by expanding on one point I like the most from what I've thought of... Even if it's a short story, it takes over an hour. I mean, even if I try to write a long one, I fail to expand on it.
Still, I'm trying to write more than 1000 characters.
And in my case, I feel like I have a lot of shortcomings in my writing, so I read the comments and try to refer to the parts that I lack and correct them.
Also, since there aren't many comments, the more I think about it... Is this story too obvious? Is it too boring? What's the problem? Did I skip writing because I was taking a test? So if I don't write every day, I won't get any comments, etc.
Even if I say this, there might be some people who say that it's natural to take into account those who are just lurking when writing...
Yes, I thought so at first. But out of 150 subscribers, there are only 17-19 comments... Do you think that makes sense?
Are there any subscribers who are leaving because of this? Go ahead. It doesn't matter. If you're leaving, I don't think I need to hold you back.
'A comment can make even a writer dance.', 'It can make you write more than one piece a day.'
Lastly, I asked you guys what kind of event you'd like me to hold, right? I'll have to postpone it for a bit. Sorry...
In this state... I can't do the event. No, I don't want to do it.
I'm so sorry..
But please don't worry too much, the story will be updated every day.
This was a strange rant from writer Lee Sang.