Bully brother vs. police brother

[The Dreammaster's Recent Status]

Hello. Today I'd like to cover a slightly heavier topic.

Looking at my comments these days, I see two or three times fewer comments than before. It could just be my greed. Yes, I'm sensitive. But can't you consider me, who's writing even when I'm in pain?

I've even thought about giving up. "Should I just give up on being a writer and on life?" I've thought about it a lot. But thanks to all of you who always encourage me, I've been able to persevere. And since only the people who leave comments are the ones who always do, it's been really hard lately.

I want to throw away everything, including writing. I just want to be reborn and start over.

In the past, I loved writing so much that I would come home and write while playing with my friends, thinking, "Oh, it's time to write." But these days, I think, "Even when I write, I only see the same people I always see. Let's play a little longer."

This is human psychology. Other people may not be like this, but I've come to the conclusion that it's natural for most people to react to things they're more attracted to. Of course, I'm not in a position to judge.

So please be accommodating to each other, even if it sounds selfish.