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Painful Past (Wheein)

I'm gay. Homosexuality doesn't matter now, but if I had done it in the past, I would have been criticized.

When I was 6 years old, I confessed to my best friend, Hyejin, and she rejected me.

She looked at me strangely and I was bullied after that.

I was bullied in elementary school. I went to a rural area for middle school. I went to Jeonju. There, I didn't reveal that I was gay.

When I was 17, I had my first boyfriend, but it didn't last long...

정휘인

"Why are you suddenly telling me to break up...?"

구남친

"You...are so gay, you're so shameless"

정휘인

"uh...?"

구남친

"You said you came down to the countryside because of homosexuality."

정휘인

"Wh...what are you talking about?"

구남친

"Get out, you dirty"

It's really disgusting. What's wrong with homosexuality?

I hated people who hated homosexuality. I wanted to forget the painful past, wondering what was wrong with homosexuality...

But he came to me when I had forgotten everything.

정휘인

"W...who are you?"

구남친

"I...don't you remember?"

정휘인

"Why are you here?"

구남친

"Wheein, how about we start over...? Back then, you liked me a lot, and I liked you too..."

I never liked him. In the short time I spent with him, I never felt excited.

정휘인

"What is that.."

구남친

"Come with me and talk, Hwiina."

He grabbed my wrist. I just thought the situation was dirty. The person who told me to get out of here because I was dirty said this to me...

dump,

Someone grabbed the hand of the man who was holding me. It was none other than Star.

구남친

"W...who are you?"

문별이

"The person you're trying to take is your lover."

구남친

"Huh?"

문별이

"Let go of my hand and get out."

At that moment, I thought to myself, "The stars really love me." Now I've decided.

From now on, I will live only seeing the person I love,

Thankfully, I was able to write while I was sleeping yesterday. I've already written the Byeol part... and the next part is already written, so I don't think you need to worry. Thank you for reading today!! (And the Hyejin in this part is different from the Hyejin at the office!)