Codename MY Masochist.
#24 In the past, a place without freedom


Kang - Kang_ Kang


민여주 ( 만 5세
Hesitation)

“There’s nothing to be afraid of, baby.”

“From now on, baby, you will become a very cool person.”

“Because no one will be able to touch the baby.”


민여주 ( 만 5세
I'm a wrestler... The female protagonist... is happy to be with everyone...

“I guess I should learn English now” (ignore)

“Because you are a special child.”

“I will teach you”

The name is not Yeoju

Princess - Princess .


민여주 ( 만 5세
(Nodding)

At this age, I don't know anything

I got scolded a lot, and I also learned English.



As time passed, the organization also moved.

I also had a meteoric rise

Kwaang - Pushuk.


민여주 ( 만 17세
Tsk. Next (sticking out tongue)

“Hey... it’s over now...”


민여주 ( 만 17세
Ha.. How am I supposed to live if it's this boring? Haha


민여주 ( 만 17세
What, it's really only fun if you kill them?

When I was in a place where people were being killed like this

I met you

Bae Joo-hyun, and Kang Yi-geon... and the group behind them.



Thud -


민여주 ( 만 17세
Phew... (closing his eyes)

I don't even remember what I was thinking at the time that made me so blank.

Knock knock -


민여주 ( 만 17세
?


강의건
hi...?


민여주 ( 만 17세
who is this


배주현
Well... the Queen brought us here...


민여주 ( 만 17세
okay


배주현
Do you want to be friends with us?


민여주 ( 만 17세
not really.

It started like this

Because I've never had a friend in my life

I don't know what to do or how to become friends

just

..

Isn't my life what people often call a "dog-my-way" life?


민여주 ( 만 17세
Well...so what, I don't care about that anymore

What if I get abandoned again?


But the crowds across the river kept coming.

Even during training

Even while eating

Even right before going to bed

I said hello

This is my first time doing something like this, so I'm like that

For some reason I didn't feel lonely

It was rather good



배주현
Clothes..!! This is the first time I've seen him smile..!!!


배주현
You look prettier when you smile.. haha


민여주 ( 만 17세
Ah.. I didn't laugh.. (wiping away the laughter)


강의건
You really are like a robot (patting the female lead)


배주현
Why are you doing this to him (he hits the chair hard)


강의건
Ah..!! No.. It's completely silent


강의건
When the Queen calls, I run right away


강의건
What are those two???


배주현
You really said that asking such questions is a nuisance..???


민여주 ( 만 17세
Just... someone who has been watching me since I was little


강의건
You don't have parents either?????


강의건
We don't have any either!!!


강의건
I passed away in an accident last year


강의건
Bae Joo-hyun lived in debt until her parents paid off all of her debts through organ trading.


민여주 ( 만 17세
...


민여주 ( 만 17세
Aren't you being too bold in saying things like that? (Jjerit


민여주 ( 만 17세
It's an inevitable parting since you've passed away


민여주 ( 만 17세
It's not Joohyun and I


민여주 ( 만 17세
Be careful what you say


배주현
...


강의건
Ah.. sorry.. I was just thinking about myself..

“The Queen is calling”


민여주 ( 만 17세
I'll go first (getting up from the sofa)


배주현
Bye..!! And.. thank you hehe


강의건
Me too.. I'm sorry..(Chook


민여주 ( 만 17세
are you okay..


민여주 ( 만 17세
....


민여주 ( 만 17세
(Smile

I laughed for the first time

I hesitated, but luckily I think I laughed a lot.



plodding -

plodding

plodding -

plodding


민여주 ( 만 17세
Queen, why did you call me? (bowing her head)

“Your face looks so bright these days.”


민여주 ( 만 17세
...don't mention it

“I’m not trying to compliment you.”

“What about the lecture, Bae Joo-hyun?”


민여주 ( 만 17세
Why are they...

“Princess, you can’t even focus on training.”

“Do you know that you are getting weaker?”

“You have to walk the path like a princess.”


민여주 ( 만 17세
sorry

“You always say sorry in words.”

“It’s a punishment, take it sweetly and come to your senses.”


민여주 ( 만 17세
..!!!!


민여주 ( 만 17세
Q...Q..Queen..!!!! ( yikes


민여주 ( 만 17세
Ah..no..!!! (Pupils shake


민여주 ( 만 17세
You didn't hit me..!! Why all of a sudden..!! (Unfair

“Take me out”

Squeak -

thud



Puck - Puck - Puck

Pfft - pfft - pfft

So when I spoke, I was beaten.

Also, if I don't focus on training, they drag me away and beat me up again.

My body is covered in bruises and my lips are cracked

The ball is attached with a large band, the wrist is attached with a protector, and the ankle is attached with a

I went into training with a bandage on.

But Queen's greed didn't end there.

Even if there is something that makes you angry or something that cannot be resolved,

They called me and beat me up.



배주현
Lady...


민여주 ( 만 17세
Who are you calling out by name right now?


민여주 ( 만 17세
Codename BJ, go to the lecture hall and do 5 sets of 10 reps of physical exercise.


배주현
...( Hesitantly


배주현
Yes..(bows head)


강의건
... I'm sorry..( After leaving a word, I go to exercise


민여주 ( 만 17세
...( clenching his fists

Sorry, guys

I ran away alone


That's why I ran away, it's a past I don't want to remember

It's not just that he ran away after being beaten.

It was a beating, but there was no freedom here.

Because it was a world where only those with all the rights to succession could control us.

Because I wanted to escape that world.



Back to the present -

Back to the present

Swish - puk.

"evil ..!!!!"


민여주
I've never smelled the Queen's Phoebe before. - This is the first time I've smelled the Queen's blood. ( He takes out the sword he used to stab the Queen and looks around.


민여주
I always had my only dream when I got out of training and ran. - Looking down at the dying queen


민여주
What about the Queen's blood? - What does the Queen's blood smell like? LOL (covers his mouth and shows a mean laugh)


민여주
But now that it's like this,- But now that it's like this ••••.


민여주
Not as good as I thought. - Not as good as I thought. (Cold)



# The shorter the past part, the more fun it is # Ending the past with Hanwha!!


ㅋㅋㅋㅋ This is a comment that came out during the writer's last conversation. Haha. Aren't the readers really so witty? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ


I write a lot in English, so it takes up a lot of my time.. How about investing just one minute for the author?? Haha. Thank you for the nice comment.


Okay, let's all do it together haha

The reason I just captured a few of the comments is

Thank you for writing such a long post, but I feel like I haven't been replying to many posts lately...😥😥😥

There's no specific criteria for selecting comments..!! I'll just occasionally select a few.

Serialization of more than 50 poems -