[ Collaboration ] Kill me

EP8. Red Drops of Blood (by. Choi Ae-ran)

The boss's voice is still clearly audible, as if it were imprinted on my ear.

김남준

"Kim Yeo-ju, many missions will be given to you in the future, but please remember these three things and engrave them in your heart."

김남준

"First, in the hunting grounds, you always have to pretend to be real, but it has to be fake."

김남준

"Second, there should be no emotion when killing a life."

김남준

"And finally, thirdly, the more we spend time together, the more attached we become. So, we must resolve this as quickly as possible when the opportunity arises."

김남준

"And every time you complete a mission, you will realize that you have to let go of your emotions."

김남준

"Personal feelings only shake the mind and interfere with the mission."

김여주

"Yes, boss... I'll keep that in mind."

And since then, I have been carrying out my missions with those words at the center.

When given a mission, it never lasted more than three days, and he always surrounded me with false words, expressions, and actions.

but....

박지민

"Baby, you have to be careful. If you die, I'll be sad."

Why did I only realize now that everything would fall apart for the person in front of me...?

I felt my heart race and my cheeks flush at Park Jimin's words.

Emotions that I had never felt before... emotions that I thought I should never feel and would never feel, were starting to emerge one by one as I met him.

His actions stripped away the mask of lies I had been wearing and forced me to reveal my true self, and his words shook and stirred my heart, which I had thought was just what I needed to survive.

You need to come to your senses, Kim Yeo-ju... Don't fall... You mustn't fall.

You have now failed your mission... and in that case, there is only one thing you can do.

I swept away my pounding heart, forcibly suppressing the complicated thoughts that were growing at his words, and moved my frozen body to shake him off.

Then, he pushed away and ran straight to the kitchen counter, picked up the fallen knife, held it to his neck, and looked at Park Jimin.

박지민

"!!...Kim Yeo-ju, put that knife down right now!"

김여주

"Don't come near me...!! "

My name spilled out of his mouth, the urgency and earnestness mixed in his call and expression seemed to bind me as if something was binding me, so I screamed in frustration.

김여주

"Do you think I'll fall for your lies and actions?!"

김여주

"I guess they're trying to catch him by tricking him like this and then uncover the organization behind it..."

김여주

"But I will never be fooled, I will commit suicide here with all my secrets kept!"

And after crying out so loudly, I felt a hollowness in my chest as if a hole had been ripped out, and at the same time, I realized that something hot was flowing out of my eyes.

Oh, the world's best Kim Yeo-ju shed tears while carrying out an operation, overcome with emotion...

I slowly closed my eyes and swung the sword without hesitation.

No, I tried to swing it.

But soon, there was a brief scuffle as Park Jimin grabbed my wrist and desperately tried to snatch the knife away.

And the moment I tried to shake off his behavior,

박지민

"Ugh...!"

As the sword fell to the floor, a faint smell of blood began to slowly spread through the room.

The red liquid that had been dripping from Park Jimin's hand one or two drops at a time soon soaked the kitchen floor... Park Jimin, who was looking around with a more flustered expression than I was, tried to quickly leave my room.

박지민

"I think I was too excited..."

박지민

"Let's stop for today and take it easy, baby."

박지민

"I haven't told anyone yet...so no one will come to punish you."

After saying that, the door clicked shut and a suffocating silence filled the room.

My legs gave out and I collapsed to the ground, quietly closing my eyes and unable to think of anything.

Only the knife and blood stains that fell on the kitchen counter... showed that what had just happened was not a dream, but reality...

This Kill Me was published two days earlier on Thursday instead of Saturday due to my circumstances, so I apologize to the readers who were surprised that I was not able to keep the proper publication day.

But... I wrote the article in such a hopeless way... what should I do...?

Sister.....8ㅅ8..

Now this eagle is ruined...

My sister was barely keeping me alive...

In Mia‥‥8ㅁ8

And I'm really sorry to my readers... (kneeling)