[Contest 2] Jeon Jeong-guk, CEO of a large corporation

A new beginning

He was the one who knew better than anyone that he didn't like women, so he was constantly blaming himself for not holding on to ○○, whom he loved and cherished more than anyone else. Even though they had only been together for a short time, he knew her well, so he knew how much her heart ached.

I couldn't help but feel anxious.

I recalled the time I had spent with ○○, which was not short, and even her unique scent left this house when the owner of that scent left, and I thought about ○○, who I would never see again, and I hated my father so much and resented him so much, and I felt so ashamed of myself.

When I told him to leave, I couldn't understand why I had to do this or why I had to have a political marriage with his granddaughter. My father is probably the only father who would darken his only son's heart for the sake of his business.

When she closed the door and left, my heart ached and was in so much pain. Perhaps it was because she was my first love and could be my last.

Since he knew that she was an orphan, he knew better than anyone how much she was suffering.

With such a big wound still embedded in her heart, unable to heal, she felt like she would fly away if she even touched it, and it was just not enough for her to hold on.

There is no one who can heal and cherish that wound, and even Jeongguk couldn't completely heal that wound, but the wound deepens and one day, what Jeongguk thinks... When the person he loves thinks that word, it can be really painful for the person who loves that person.

Outside...that word

'suicide'

Not dying of natural causes or dying from illness

A terrible thing that happens when you take your own life because you are suffering.

Jeong-guk is always anxious that ○○ will think of such words.

***(The author's view of the female protagonist)

I came out.. I came out because I was angry..

Just a few hours ago, only happy energy was swirling around me, but now only unhappy energy is swirling around me.

In the end, it was abandoned again

If you were going to throw it away in the first place, why did you hold it in the first place and talk to it first? To be fooled and thrown away again... Oh... ○○○, you really have no plan... You're being thrown away again.

Seriously, why am I being thrown away? I'm not disposable, and I'm the one being thrown away when I'm done with it. It's not like I committed any sins.

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As I was walking down the street, a song came from somewhere.

I endured another dark night when I couldn't sleep because of my sorrow, and the morning wakes me up indifferently, regardless of my despair. The wounds are more bitter than I thought, and the pain is deeper than I thought. The countless nights I resented you were like hell to me. Stay by my side, stay with me. Don't let go of me on the day I held your hand.

If you take one step away like this, I can take one more step. I thought about you thousands of times a day. The harsh words you said to me. Those cold eyes and cold expressions. You were such a pretty person. You were such a pretty person. Please don't do this to me. You know me well.

Oh! Girl The words you said lightly back then really made it light, The familiarity between us is what's more scary than anything, I don't know what's inside you, In the end, the regrets that fill our breakup grow bigger as the days go by, your empty space, oh shit, Even if I water our beautiful flower garden, It's all just memories

If I could see you again, in full bloom, emitting only the scent of longing, I want to show you everything I have, hug you tightly, my racing heart, I want to tell you everything, I'm for real, for real, until this sincerity is held in your arms

Just hug me, hug me a little, run to me without saying anything, I'm waiting for you like this, lonely and anxious, I love you, I love you, I'll shout it out loud in the long silence, my foolish and weak heart.... Yes, thank you

This song is "Hug Me" sung by BTS's V and J-Hope.

○○○, who was passing by Hongdae, happened to hear the lyrics of a song that was being busked...

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Okay, let's cut it off here

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ㅠㅠ It's been a really long time, right? Almost a month, ㅠㅠ I'm sorry.. I fixed my phone and took a break, so I'm a little late. And "Hold Me" is a song covered by Taehyung and Hoseok, and is sung by a singer named Jeong Jun-il. Here, it appears as a song composed by Taehyung and Hoseok, but in reality, it's Jeong Jun-il.

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The key point of today's series

•Hug me lyrics are perfect for the current situation

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Ugh, I was listening to Taehyung singing while wearing earphones and writing, and the lyrics were just right, so I wrote them on the spot..ㅎ And I made the story right away without writing it down in advance, so it took a long time.

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And please respond to comments and ratings diligently.

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If you don't leave comments or ratings, it will be twice as long as a month, so it will be 2 months a year... If it's serious, it could happen. Be careful~~

Total 2277 characters, really? There's a lot of content today, haha. So, the comments and ratings are even more...ㅠㅠ