Daddy, I Love You [BL]
62°
/ Thud, thud!!
/ Crack!!
한 차현
"Ugh!!... Ugh!!.. Aaak!!... Ah, it hurts.. Ugh... Kehek!!.. Kkeuhk!!... Please... Stop.... Ugh... It hurts.. Kkeuhk!!..
일진
"Does it hurt, baby?
한 차현
"Ugh... Please... Please... Ugh...
/ After Cha Hyun gets down on his knees with difficulty, he weeps.
일진
"Ah.. then.. do you see that guy over there?
/ Points to Gyeongsu.
한 차현
" N, yes yes...
일진
"Go and get hit once?
(16) 도경수
" ...what?
일진
"Why, you're in a bad mood today... Hey, hurry up.
한 차현
" ....haa.. huh...
/ Cha Hyun struggles to straighten his frozen legs and walks towards Gyeong Soo.
/ Cha Hyun is trembling with his head down.
일진
"What are you doing? Do Kyungsoo, aren't you going to hit me?
(16) 도경수
" ...
일진
" ....Ah.. kid really.. you're being really annoying, enough.. Hey, back to the original position, let's hit again.
한 차현
"Ah... ha... ugh...
/ Cha Hyun turns around and heads towards Iljin.
/ At that moment, Gyeongsu kicks Chahyun in the back.
/ Pfft!!
/ Fur stone
한 차현
"Ugh... haa... huh...
/ Cha Hyun falls down.
/ As I fall, I scratch my arm on a piece of glass that was on my eye.
/ On the white snow, Cha Hyun's red blood falls.
일진
" Hahahahahahahaha.. Kyungsoo is a bit strong?
(16) 도경수
" ...Okay? Let's go.
/ Kyungsoo turns around and leaves.
일진
" Ha.. kid.. what's really going on today... hey, go away.. you too,
/ He kicks Cha Hyeon once and then leaves the alley with his group.
한 차현
" ....
/ Swish
/ Cha Hyun packs his bag and limps out of the alley.
/ Thud, thud..
/ Fur stone
(16) 도경수
" Haa... huh... fuck...
/ Kyungsoo sits down in the alley and sheds tears.
(16) 도경수
"Me... why... why... huh... huh...
/ Why did I pretend not to know?
/ Why did you hurt me so much until the end?
(16) 도경수
"Ugh... huh...
/ Swish
/ Someone puts something around Kyungsoo's neck.
/ Without even wiping his tears, Gyeongsu raises his head to check who that person is.
한 차현
" ...brother..
/ It was Cha Hyun.
/ Cha Hyeon came to see Gyeongsu with his sick body.
(16) 도경수
"Tea, Cha Hyun-ah... huh..
/ I'm sorry, I...
/ Strangely, the words "I'm sorry" wouldn't come out of my mouth.
/ Was it because of trauma,
/ The wounds I received in the past have hardened and become a habit.
/ In this situation, at least, I should have apologized.
/ side
/ Cha Hyun gives Gyeong Soo one last kiss on the lips and slowly walks down the road.
(16) 도경수
"Ah, no... Cha, Cha Hyun... Cha Hyun...!!
/ When Kyungsoo got up to grab Chahyun, it was already too late.
한 차현
"Brother, I love you.
/ Squeak!!!! Boom!!!
/ Like that, Cha Hyun died right before my eyes.
(16) 도경수
"Ah, ah... Cha, Cha Hyun... Cha Hyun-ah... Ugh!!... Huh... Ugh!!! Cha Hyun-ah!!!!! Huh!! No!!! Ah, no...
/ Kyungsoo holds tightly to the scarf that Chahyun gave him for the last time, and cries sadly, hitting the ground.
(16) 도경수
" Ugh!!.. Ugh!! Don't go!!! Ugh, ugh!!.. I, I'm sorry... I... Ugh!!.. I'm sorry...
/ Cha Hyun-ah...
/ From that day on, Gyeongsu lived as if he were dead.
/ I didn't eat, I didn't go to school... but I couldn't even sleep properly.
/ Because the memories of that day were vividly reenacted in a dream.
/ So after graduating from middle school, I was thinking of dropping out of high school.
/ But my friends wouldn't leave me alone.
/ Friends who went together since childhood, but lost contact after dropping out of middle school.
/ Chanyeol and Jongdae,
/ These two people were also in bad condition, as if something had happened to them over the past three years.
/ Then, we went to the same high school and lived together, depending on each other.
/ I smoked even though I knew it was bad.
/ If I could die early like that, would Cha Hyun-i like it?
/ But even when I was thinking like that, I came to my senses when I saw Chanyeol, Jongdae, and my junior Sehun.
/ That kind of life was repeated.
/ Before I met Mr. Minseok,
/ Mr. Minseok was a great help to me.
/ However, as Minseok's feelings for the old man grew, his guilt piled up.
/ So I couldn't express my feelings.
/ And the old trauma still follows me and torments me.
/ So I still don't know how to feel pain, how to lean on someone when things are hard, or how to smile when I'm happy.
/ Why do I always get hurt,
/ To everyone,
/ Even to me, it only hurts.
/ If only I had been ordinary like other kids,
/ If I were heterosexual, not homosexual...
/ If I hadn't met Cha Hyun-i,
/ It wouldn't have been so hurtful,