Delusional Circuit of Megalomania

First Love Han Dong-min 5

“Are you curious now?”

한동민

…

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… Yes, to some extent

The relationship between Cha Min-wook and her was deeper than expected.

There is no room for me to squeeze in

I felt helpless in the face of the clear reality.

김여주

eww-

김여주

Ugh-ha-

김여주

But it's better now that I've opened up..~

김여주

Strangely, when I'm with you, words that I can't say easily come out without hesitation.

김여주

Isn't it amazing?

한동민

…

한동민

…Am I easy?

김여주

Hey, that's not what I meant~ㅋㅋㅋ

한동민

then..;

김여주

It's comfortable when I'm with you

한동민

…

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…..

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I'm uncomfortable

김여주

what?

김여주

really??

한동민

It can't be comfortable, right?

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In front of someone you like

김여주

…

김여주

…uh?

She looked dumbfounded, as if surprised by my answer.

김여주

What is that…?

한동민

..don't pretend you don't know

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Even though I know everything.

The lips were pouting.

It was something like Han Dong-min's habit.

When you feel a little uncomfortable, your gaze is directed downwards and your lips are pouting.

김여주

…

I stared at Han Dong-min as he sat on the bed.

Indifferent eyes avoided my gaze.

He groped and rolled his eyes in the empty space he had avoided.

Han Dong-min couldn't look me in the eye.

Surprisingly, it is weak to shaking.

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…

김여주

…

Silence followed Han Dong-min's words.

…

김여주

…I am

김여주

…I am,,

한동민

I know, he's a good guy, right?

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…

I couldn't say anything.

In front of the hearts of the people, my heart is turned elsewhere.

Because I knew it well myself.

ah,

Oh, I'm trash

In the end, it was a game with that child's heart.

Just like Cha Min-wook

I ended up hurting Han Dong-min.

한동민

…

Her darkened face avoided my gaze.

Silence is sometimes more painful

The change in that face must also be due to that person's influence.

She felt a pang of pain in her chest at the thought that he had always existed before her feelings.

Where on earth am I wrong,

My true feelings of anger came out.

한동민

Don't think about that person

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Focus on me now

김여주

…huh?

Dongmin climbed onto the bed and plopped down next to me.

김여주

…

김여주

…what,

김여주

Should I console myself by saying that I was in the car now?

한동민

If it's any consolation

김여주

…

Han Dong-min's face came closer.

His gaze was directed downwards.

Slowly his lips covered my lower lip.

After a while, the lips part.

And it was Han Dong-min who met my eyes and took notice of me.

On Han Dong-min’s face, you could see him thinking, ‘Can I continue?’

김여주

…

Yeah, let's forget about Cha Min-wook

I closed my eyes tightly.

As I closed my eyes, Han Dong-min pushed into me.

He grabbed my chin with one hand and continued to pull me towards him as my lips felt like they were about to fall apart.

With breathing difficult, he leaned his upper body weakly towards Han Dong-min, occasionally holding onto his waist.

like that,

And so, the night passed.

…

…..

………

early, dawn morning

Cold air rose slowly.

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…

I groped around, feeling something empty on my side.

I felt the touch of the flat bed blanket.

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…!

My eyes suddenly opened.

And I checked the empty seat next to me.

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…under

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…ha,,

She was the one who disappeared overnight.

I scratched my messy head.

I felt like I was being played by her, thinking it was just a one-night dream.

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…

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…I feel stupid

Dongmin got out of bed weakly and hurriedly picked up his clothes.

…

“What about his eyes?”

명재현

Couldn't sleep?

Jaehyun looked at Dongmin with a worried look and said.

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No… not really

명재현

Then why…

김동현

I guess it was tea

Dong-Hyeon unconsciously got on Han Dong-Min's nerves.

한동민

…

박성호

..really?

이상혁

How come...

한동민

I said it wasn't cold..;;

These people, if they knew I was with her last night, would they be upset?

After that, will you laugh at what she threw up?

I really don't want to say either of them out loud.

명재현

But why is the pressure so low?

명재현

huh?

명재현

Yeah?

To the persistent clinging of Myeong Jae-Hyeon

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Oh, seriously, why are you all so interested in me?

Han Dong-min stood up in horror.

명재현

Ah, of course our poop mini's love..

Han Dong-min

At that moment, a voice calling Han Dong-min was heard outside the break room door.

That was also a voice I had been waiting for.

Knock.-

김여주

Dongmin, do you have class now?

It was she who came into the break room.

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No, it's empty

Seeing her come to me first, I felt a little relieved, thinking she hadn't been the one who'd been robbed that night. No, maybe I was a little happy.

김여주

Sister, I'll buy you coffee, do you have time?

한동민

…yes

He nodded as if he had been waiting.

명재현

Hey, hey...~~

박성호

Ohhhhhh~~~

김동현

What the heck what the heck what the heck~~~

Her appearance made them very excited.

한동민

… Really;

I had to get out of here immediately, I can't even imagine how much longer I'll be teased.

한동민

Go, quickly.

Dongmin grabbed Yeoju and left the break room.

" how have you been doing? "

…

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We saw it yesterday too

He disappeared without saying a word and came back, and the first thing he said was, "How have you been?"

I felt a sense of disappointment at the distance.

한동민

Why did you come all the way to school?

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Are you supposed to meet him here?

In the meantime, the complaints have increased.

등장인물

No.., to meet you,,

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…why?

I was secretly hoping that even a small change would come my way.

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Is it because of what I said last night?

Dongmin laughed jokingly.

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…

I guess this isn't a joke.

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So, you came here to tell me something.

김여주

I'm sorry I disappeared like that yesterday

김여주

I guess I was confused too

김여주

So... wait a minute,

김여주

Organize your thoughts...

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Are you done organizing?

김여주

…huh

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The conclusion is

김여주

…

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Let's be close friends like sisters

A line was visible in her answer.

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…

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…why?

I need to know why.

The reason she decided to return

김여주

I think I like that person..

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…

Her answer was the most unpleasant one to hear.

김여주

Sorry,

김여주

I can't answer your mind

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Okay, I understand.

It was a signal to stop talking.

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…

There was a look of hesitation and regret on her face.

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however,

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Tell me why, what was it about me that attracted me to that person?

김여주

… That's not it

김여주

It's not that you're lacking that he's good

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I like that person so much that he can't answer your heart.

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…

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… Oh, really?

I couldn't help but laugh at how sincere I was to that person until the very end.

김여주

Dongmin...

김여주

What about other women besides me?

김여주

If you want, I can introduce you

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..You kill a person twice,,

He closed his eyes tightly with a hollow smile.

My head was pounding.

Whatever, I hope things don't work out with him.

I can't love anyone else.

My head has already answered.

Although I didn't say it out loud,

김여주

…

한동민

Are you done talking?

김여주

…

She nodded.

김여주

I'll wake up first

김여주

Dongmin, listen well in class..!

Thud.-

I caught her

김여주

?

한동민

Give me your phone

김여주

…why?

한동민

We're close friends, but I don't have her number.

It's so shabby, Han Dong-min

When did you become so stupid?

김여주

…ah,

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here

She handed me the phone.

He immediately saved my number and called me.

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Okay, now

I tried to look calm as I handed over the phone and stood up.

“Thank you for everything, Dongmin.”

한동민

?

김여주

Please accept all my lies..~

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Do you know it's true?

김여주

Ahhhhh

김여주

Sorry, sorry...

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Sorry, I'm fine now

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Don't go somewhere and get slapped...;

김여주

..lol

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Let's go, class starts soon.

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Yeah, I understand

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song

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..

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..Dongmin!!

On the way back, she called me back.

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?

I turned my head and there she was standing.

And he raises his hands above his head and says

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I'm getting married..!!

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With that person..!!

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… (pause)

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I'm telling you first!!

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thank you!!

She shouted like that.

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…

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… He really kills me till the end (snickers)

Now all I could say was laugh.

Because her bright smile sparkled as if she was truly happy.

like that,

She left me with a bright smile.

That was the end of my first love.

It was a wave that appeared like a swell and easily receded.

It was just that brief moment.

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A year has passed since then.

Soon after, I heard news of her marriage and her blessings.

I saw her happy until the very end.

and

I enlisted.

It was actually a kind of escape.

Maybe it's the pain of first love.

That's what ran away from being dull.

Love is really easy

I didn't know that I would become dull so easily.

That's what he said to me before I was discharged.

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..

.

first love

First love Han Dong-min

end.

***

My first love, Han Dong-min, is finally over.

Was it too hard to write?

First love is like this, a predictable routine that doesn't work out...

I felt sorry for Dongmin…

I'm sorry... for writing like this...

In the next episode, I plan to write a behind-the-scenes story from Kim Yeo-joo's perspective.

I'm going to write about why she disappeared that night and how she became happy and stuff like that, and then I'm going to throw in the last Han Dong-min bait and run away.

anyway

Thank you for watching my first love, Han Dong-min.

After the behind-the-scenes episode of Kim Yeo-joo ends, we'll be back with short stories featuring other Bonek members!🙈

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