diary
Breakup
Sticking together until late at night, we were able to experience all kinds of happiness we had never felt in our lives. Perhaps that is why... we couldn't help but feel even more regretful about parting ways.
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I could stay home and play a little longer...
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It's already past 11 PM... I'm so tired, how am I going to wake up tomorrow?
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"Well... we have been here a long time for us already..."
Yoon-gi always disliked moving and got tired easily, so he preferred just sitting. Perhaps because of this, he would run out of things to do quickly, get bored, and usually part ways early.
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( Come to think of it, I was here for a really long time today... )
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"Okay, then I'm going in.
Leaving the lingering regret behind, I turned to go inside, but Yoongi hugged me from behind.
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"Yeoju... I love you..."
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"Pfft—what, suddenly getting so cheesy...."
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Everyone else will hear....
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"Still... I really wanted to tell you... my feelings..."
With his face buried in my shoulder as he hugged me from behind, Yoongi’s voice seemed to carry a hint of sadness... but at the time, I simply thought his voice was changing because he was tired. If only I had noticed even a little bit then... if only...
Did we walk a slightly different path...?
Feeling as though I had to answer his words for some reason, I quietly held Yoongi’s arm as he hugged me and spoke softly, as if to comfort him.
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"I... I love you too, Yoongi..."
We stood there still, hugging for a few minutes, then pulled away and looked at each other. We could sense instinctively that neither of us wanted to be apart.
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"Can't we just stay together a little longer...?"
At my words, Yoongi remained silent, seemingly lost in thought, for a moment before shaking his head.
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" instead.... "
Instead, Yoongi kissed me, who was still feeling disappointed. But even that ended quickly.
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Go inside and get some good rest.
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"Yeah... I will..."
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"Let's make sure to have a long date next time just like today, okay?"
Instead of answering my words, Yoongi gave me a faint smile, and relieved by that smile, I exchanged a brief greeting and went straight into the house.
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After parting ways with Yeoju like that, Yoongi came straight home, but instead of going inside, he leaned quietly against the door with his eyes closed, lost in thought.
A few minutes later, Yoongi muttered softly with a wistful look in his eyes.
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"At the suggestion to go on a date... I just couldn't bring myself to nod."
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"I'm sorry, Yeoju..."