diary
Disappear (2)
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You'll be very surprised... and angry too, but...
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I hope you read it slowly...
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Suddenly, something came up at my company, so I ended up going on a business trip far overseas...
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Last time we went on a date... I tried to bring it up with you... but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
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...Because I don't know when you'll be back... I was afraid that if I told you this, you would either say you want to go with me or hold me back and tell me not to go... so I absolutely couldn't bring myself to bring it up..
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If I go overseas this time... it's going to take a really long time... Maybe... I might never be able to come back.
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But... I started to dislike seeing you just spending time alone like that, waiting for me when I might come back.
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...since I accommodated you as much as possible on our date..
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Please grant my request just this once this time...
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Let's break up. Forget a piece of trash like me, find another wonderful man, and be happy.
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I'm sorry... and I love you, Yeoju.
....Ah, why does my anxious heart always hit the mark instead of missing..?
My hand trembled as I held the letter. I choked up at the unexpected breakup notice. I felt angry in the moment... and sad... and a longing to see him; various emotions kept flooding in, triggering my tear ducts.
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"Sob... sob... you crazy bastard..."
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"Ugh... what is this..!"
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"Liar. You weren't originally like this..."
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"Why on earth are you doing this to me...!!"
Hard to believe the reality, I tossed the letter aside and slumped onto the floor. I didn't know what to do... simply overwhelmed by the anxiety that I would never see him again, I picked up my phone.
I urgently called Yoongi's phone, which he hadn't been answering, but... as expected, the phone just kept ringing and he didn't answer, making my heart feel like it was burning up.
Mobile Phone: Since the connection could not be established, you will be connected to Voicemail. Call charges will apply after the beep. Beep---
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"Hey! You crazy bastard, answer the phone!!"
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Are you already overseas? Is it because it's an international call?
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"If you're worried about money, just drop it and take it!!!"
After leaving a voicemail like that, clutching a thin thread of hope that they might contact me, I returned home with staggering steps, my heart pounding with shock.
But... even when that evening came, I didn't hear from Yoongi... and even though I kept calling and texting him afterwards, there was no reply...
Growing increasingly frustrated and anxious, I bit my nails. Could it be... that I really won't be able to see him again...? Anxiety about whether we were truly breaking up like this enveloped my entire body, tightening its grip and suffocating me.
I felt like I would never be able to find Yoongi if I kept waiting for his call, so I hurriedly pulled out all my contacts and searched through them. I looked for everyone who might know where Yoongi had gone, but...
Not only did he have no particular interest in social life other than work, but he was also so busy that the only person he kept in touch with whenever he had free time was me, so there was no one he could call.
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" uh....? "
Just as I was searching through contacts, having almost given up hope, a contact caught my eye...
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(If it's this person... they might know)
Without even a moment to think, I pressed the call button immediately. A moment later, the signal started to ring, and soon he answered.
???
Call: Hello?
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Ugh, Cho (nickname for the readers) everyone, I've caught a really bad cold...
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I wrote this while I wasn't in my right mind, so I'm not even sure if I wrote it properly.
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((An unlucky person who catches a cold two days before their birthday
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Sob... even if the story is really strange... please bear with me....
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I'm so sorry, my dear Chos. I know you must have been waiting for the serialization.
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I love you ♡