diary

truth

In the hospital room, where only the regular heart rate machine broke the silence, there was Yoongi, whom I had longed to see and waited for so desperately.

but‥‥‥

윤 여주

"This isn't it..."

The man I had missed so much was lying in the hospital bed, listless and exhausted, barely able to breathe, sound asleep.

윤 여주

"Why... why didn't you tell me..!!"

I held back my tears and shouted at Yoongi, who was barely able to sleep.

An hour ago,

As soon as I came to my senses, I couldn't even say anything to Seokjin oppa and just ran like crazy. Through the nurse, I was able to hear traces of Yoongi up until now.

간호사

"Oh, you didn't know at all?"

간호사

"Patient Min Yoon-ki was diagnosed with a terminal illness about six months ago and was hospitalized early..."

간호사

"Usually, most people would rather not stay in the hospital than be with their families..."

간호사

"You said you were going to be hospitalized... and even after you were hospitalized, no one came to visit you, so we thought you were alone."

윤 여주

"Huh...? Did you just say... that you have a limited time left?"

간호사

"Yes, around ☆ month... I remember it clearly because he was a young man and was diagnosed with terminal cancer."

☆If it's a month...it coincides exactly with the day Yoon-gi disappeared...then in the meantime...alone in the hospital...

간호사

"You lasted a long time, but because you're young, it spread faster than other people..."

간호사

"It seems like the patient doesn't have much time left, so he stayed alone the whole time... I thought it wouldn't be right to have him stay alone on the way home, so I looked for the patient's phone and called him just in case."

윤 여주

"Thank you...really...really thank you.. "

.........

I walked over to the bed without saying a word, reached out, and carefully took Yoongi's hand.

윤 여주

"Yoongi...open your eyes..."

At my words, Yoon-gi opened his eyes as if he had woken up from a nap, and made a surprised expression when he saw me in front of him.

윤기

" ....Now that I'm about to die, I've been seeing hallucinations more and more often.. "

윤기

"I've seen it countless times before... but today, the hallucinations feel even more vivid..."

윤기

"Is this really the time to die..?"

윤기

"Then there's no way we'll actually reach it..."

윤기

"...I love you, heroine..I missed you so much.. "

The moment I heard those words, I was overcome with emotion and tears flowed down my face. His voice, so full of sincerity... that voice I'd longed to hear so desperately... shattered all the resentment I'd held against him.

윤기

"No matter how...in vain...I didn't want to see you cry..."

윤 여주

"This fool..."

윤 여주

"Me too...me too...love you"

윤 여주

"I missed you so much, you idiot"

윤 여주

"Why are you lying in a place like this..!!"

At my words, Yoon-gi reached out to me with a look of disbelief and touched my cheek with a trembling hand.

윤기

"Really... Yeoju?"

윤 여주

"Yeah, you idiot.. you get it now?"

Surprised, Yoongi moved his mouth slightly, as if he was trying to say something. But I didn't have to listen. I could understand what he was trying to say just by looking at his lips.

윤 여주

"It's okay, you don't have to say anything..."

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"I'm just like you..."

윤 여주

" love you... "

After saying that, I put my hand over Yoongi's hand that was caressing my cheek, and then leaned down and kissed him on the mouth.

Still in the quiet hospital room, only the setting sun filled the room with yellow... We met again in the hospital room that was turning yellow and confirmed our love for each other.