different

different : prologue.

*Yeoju City Point

There are many people in the world.

But among them,

A person who is the envy of everyone

There are people who receive bad looks from people.

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That's exactly what it's like between Jeon Jungkook and me.

On the outside, they are popular with many people, they have flashy and beautiful makeup, and they seem like anyone can look down on them, but

As the lights go out and the spectacular stage ends, only darkness is visible.

When the lights go out, I become dark and transparent again.

He ends up living with bullying from other children.

It means that we live our lives experiencing happiness and unhappiness with a fine line between them.

Compared to me, Jeon Jungkook

Although they do not live with flashy and beautiful makeup like me,

More ordinary than me, more comfortable than me, less worried than me

I just envy those who live as students.

I am always compared to someone else.

When I get bullied, I envy people who don't get bullied.

When I am bullied, I envy people who are not bullied.

When I become more popular, I envy people who are more popular.

I don't know how long I will be more envious and how long I will become more greedy,

There are always people who are different from me, and because they are different from me, I only see the things I envy about them.

That's why I always compare him to Jungkook.

No matter how close Jeongguk is to me, it's true that I envy him.

Honestly, I'm scared of being friends with Jungkook.

Because Jungkook is what is commonly called a kingka, and I am an outcast.

My friends also always disliked the fact that Jungkook and I hung out together.

Since I always heard that story, I naturally started to curse at myself.

I hate myself for cursing myself, but

After a while, you think it's nothing and just let it go.

I don't know how long I'll live cursing people in this world,

I hope that Jungkook will never leave me.

I'm afraid that if I curse at Jeongguk even in my heart, he'll leave.

Even if we fight a little because of that little impatience, even if I hate Jeongguk, I trust Jeongguk and I don't gossip about him.

Well, there's no one to gossip about anyway.

Living with someone who is so different from you.

It's not easy, but I've gotten so used to it.

It wasn't easy to accept,

Adapting wasn't easy either.

When the day comes when I can say something to them

I will speak confidently then.

"We were different, but we were too different."

Then do you want to go see how I'm doing?

This time, I got to try out the 3rd contest... haha

Please watch it a lot!