[Completed] If only I could turn back time...
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Moonbyul
{Discrimination} _Really, discrimination is a disease_


The two of us held each other for a long time, and it was truly the happiest and most joyful moment I've ever had.


정국
Hmm..


문별
What.. Are you sleeping?


정국
Zzz


문별
Hmm... You must have a headache from crying so much...


문별
Haha I guess I should go to my room and lie down!


문별
Sigh~


정국
...


문별
Ahhhh, so cute

(side)


문별
Good night.. hehe

Tup


정국
don't go..


문별
?? Are you sleeping..


정국
Ugh... Don't go, hyung


문별
...

You were talking in your sleep and moving your arms, and the arms of your clothes ended up being lifted up.



문별
....


문별
Haa- Jungkook, thank you for holding on all this time (stroking his face..


정국
...Ugh!


문별
Ah! Surprise!


정국
...I was sleeping??


문별
Yeah.. but you're going to get in trouble??


정국
to??


문별
(points to wrist)


정국
up..


문별
If you're having a hard time, don't take it out on your son, just tell me.


문별
Then from now on, don't hurt that pretty wrist~ (Pinching her cheek)


정국
Hehehe, I know~

As time passed, Jungkook went out to buy snacks...


문별
Oh, I'm so sleepy~ (thud)




문별
Is this... the bag that Jungkook always carries?

slap


문별
Aaaah!! I'm so surprised lol


The bag fell over due to the center of gravity, and one of the diaries was taken out.


문별
Hmm... okay! It'll be okay since I didn't take it out!

p.1

2017_3_2 Weather: It's so cold...

Today was my first time setting foot in high school.

I got admitted.. but as soon as I got there, I met a pretty and cute girl wandering around the street..

The kid was cute and full of energy.

Then the child came to me and asked...


문별
"Do you happen to know where class 5-1 is??"

I seem indifferent


정국
"I'm in the same class, so let's go."

The child was taken aback because I suddenly started talking.

I should be more kind next time~


문별
Haha, so cute.. This is our first meeting, right? Hahaha


p.2

2017_4_4 Weather: I don't know..

Today is... April 4th, my favorite day...

Because I can cry harder than anyone else and I am confident that I can hurt more than anyone else.

Death 4.. Every year when this day comes, I get tired and sad..

So every year on this day, I self-harmed more fervently than usual... until I exceeded my limit.

I'm so scared of living

I hate this feeling... I must hate life so much.

Do people have to show that they're having a hard time just to hear the words "Cheer up!"?

Are people oblivious? Or have they abandoned me?


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2017_12_22 Weather: It's winter, but it's a warm day~

Today is Moonbyul's birthday~ We've become somewhat close.

But... it's your birthday... but it doesn't feel like your birthday...

Today, while I was walking to the store with Moonbyul, I heard the sound of a fox hundreds of times...

I got cursed at in the bathroom... I don't know how many times I got hit...

But to me, he said, "I'm fine, so don't come near me when I'm sleeping."

I guess we're destined to never come true.

I like Moonbyul like this...

Unrequited love always ends alone... What is my life like...


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2018_12_22 Weather: So-so


문별
Is this... today? Did you use it this morning..?

Today is Moonbyul's birthday.. but my father, who was really excited about me, kept talking about business..

I wanted to see Moonbyul quickly, so I came out the window.

I was hung on a tree and bled in many places, but I endured it.

Because I have to see Moonbyul... Because I have to wish Moonbyul a happy birthday...

But... the corner of my memory is filled only with Moonbyul's birthday last year.

Do I really have to treat you today?

end..


문별
Ugh... off

Bang bang bang "Moonbyul, open the door before I open it!!"


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(Thump thump)

I opened the door with all my strength, using my weak legs.

Suddenly


정국
I came out.. Huh..?


문별
Jungkook... why did you live such a hard life... sob


정국
... haha what does that mean..


문별
You know your life best..


정국
What are you talking about.. haha


문별
I saw that my diary was torn apart... Oh, but... it was trying to comfort me from last year...


정국
...


문별
I just need to be happy with you right now...


정국
I wasn't trying to comfort you last year.


문별
Huh.. huh??


정국
I'm trying to help you get over the pain from last year that's deeply embedded in your heart.. haha


문별
You're having a hard time too... If you take care of me...


정국
Okay, this is a gift haha


정국
Oh right.. Moonbyul, you can't cry?? Your face keeps getting wet ㅜㅜ


문별
Haha, I see


정국
Oh, and this is gift 2


문별
?? Is there more??

Suddenly


아이린
Hello~


김태형
I'm here


솔라
Haha, did you finish quickly and come back??


문별
... Ugh... I decided not to cry...


정국
Haha, it's okay to cry now because they are pretty tears♡


문별
Heh.. sob

Moonbyul x Everyone_ Happy Birthday~ Happy Birthday~ Our beloved Moonstar~ Happy Birthday~


정국
Haha I love you


문별
I'm more... oh my... Thank you all so much...

So we had a hot day today


덕사리
Hoo yeah~ It's Moonbyul unnie's birthday!!


덕사리
I'm going to shake the rock ♥ Papa


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