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26

It's been a week since I ran away. My world is falling apart.

He said he wanted to try living that life again, so he found a job and started working.

It took me some time to become indifferent after the silent breakup with Jinyoung.

Can I...be indifferent?

I live my life missing you today too.

I was afraid that if I watched TV, I would hear news of your marriage.

Would I rather... die..?

Since there aren't many customers coming into the restaurant I work at, I often find myself lost in thought like this.

서여주

Ah... this won't work...

The female protagonist who eventually decided to quit her job

After speaking to the store manager, I left the store and bought a bottle of soju.

These days, I have to drink a whole bottle of soju to close my eyes.

I slowly move my blinking eyes and draw the camp.

서여주

...I miss you..

He beats his chest and expresses his frustration as his inner feelings come out.

I love you, but I don't have the courage. I don't have the confidence to be abandoned by you.

At that time, I really felt like I was going to collapse.

When I lift my heavy head, I'm busy clearing my churning stomach.

I couldn't even drink alcohol, so I was downing a bottle every day, so it was only natural that I would feel bad.

As your body lost all strength, your thoughts seemed to become less intense.

I wish I had died like this...

I lived being abandoned and hated.

Even though I was anxious, I longed for you, who came to me like happiness.

It feels like all the words I said I loved you have become lies.

Did you love me?

It feels like our time is becoming an illusion that we created alone, and it feels empty.

I turn on the phone that I had turned off for a while.

I felt like I could breathe just by looking at your picture.