Even bullies can love

17.I love you,you love me?

'Rrrrr'

Early in the morning, the phone on my bedside rang and woke me up.

It's 10 a.m. on a golden Saturday. I'm busy getting ready for my date with Yoongi.

I went into the bathroom in a daze, washed my hair, and came out.

I dried my hair with a hair dryer and painted my lips.

I tied my hair up in a half-up bun instead of bangs.

Clothes: jeans and a hoodie

I thought it was enough, so I checked the time and it was just before midnight.

I put my wallet and phone in my bag and went to the cafe where we were supposed to meet.

"Hey, hello."

"Hello, is Yoongi here?"

"Why didn't you come? Do you have plans today?"

"Oh, we were supposed to meet here today."

"Ah~ Okay, sit down and wait. What do you want to eat?"

"I like a warm cappuccino and Yoongi likes a warm Americano."

"Okay. I'll go and give it to you, so just sit down."

"huh"

I tapped my foot as I looked at the watch on my wrist.

10 minutes... 20 minutes... The drinks were already served, but Yoongi didn't come.

"Why isn't Min Yoongi here?"

"I don't know, I guess something's up."

Taehyung raised an eyebrow suspiciously and went back to the counter to serve customers.

02:00 PM

It's 2 o'clock, two hours have already passed since we agreed to meet.

But...why won't it come?

"But that bastard Min Yoongi is coming?"

"No...I don't know..."

"Call me."

"okay"

I went outside and called Yoongi, but the call suddenly hung up.

Anyone can tell that this was cut off on purpose.

I kept looking at the background screen where Yoongi was smiling brightly.

'I hope it's not what I think it is'

I prayed and prayed in my heart

03:00 PM

3 o'clock, I'm starting to get tired

I picked up my phone from the table in front of me, put it in my bag, and walked toward the door.

"store?"

"Yeah, I'm going to find some Yoongi."

"It's cold outside, so don't walk around too much."

"Thank you for your concern."

I opened the door and went out to Yoongi's house.

"Oh, it's cold."

I put my hands in my hoodie pockets as the cold wind blew in what should have been autumn weather.

I turned my hat over and the ground was cold. The moment I raised my head, I saw Yoon-ki.

Smiling with a woman

".."

He was saying something, but I didn't want to know.

Don't laugh, don't do that, why... why are you doing that to me...

You said you wouldn't leave me... You said you'd stay by my side my whole life

Was it all a lie?

Was I the only one who was crazy about it?

I hated Min Yoongi, who was smiling while holding the hand of a woman I didn't even know.

But, why is my heart still burning hot even though my head is telling me to hate?

Before I knew it, you had become a little closer to me.

And I just turned around and ran

I held back my tears, not wanting to show you my face.

It's clear that we're growing apart, but why does it feel like my heart is growing apart?

Is this just my own simple delusion?

After running and running like that, I arrived at the Han River.

Only the wind blowing past my face comforted me.

Hot tears flowed down my cold cheeks.

I lost my mom, my dad, and my friends.

Do I have to lose you too?

I...don't have anyone who watches over me and loves me?

Alone, alone, alone...

Don't cry...don't cry...stop...stop...ugh..

"Ugh...sigh...ugh..."

I tried to stop the tears that kept coming out against my will.

Full stone-

I sat down on the spot, covered my head, and cried.

It hurts... It hurts... I think I'm going to die...

Save me....

I asked you a question

I love you, do you love me?

If what I've said so far isn't a lie...come find me...

Come and hug me

Tell me this is all a lie