Even bullies can love
17.I love you,you love me?
'Rrrrr'
이여주
Early in the morning, the phone on my bedside rang and woke me up.
이여주
It's 10 a.m. on a golden Saturday. I'm busy getting ready for my date with Yoongi.
이여주
I went into the bathroom in a daze, washed my hair, and came out.
이여주
I dried my hair with a hair dryer and painted my lips.
이여주
I tied my hair up in a half-up bun instead of bangs.
이여주
Clothes: jeans and a hoodie
이여주
I thought it was enough, so I checked the time and it was just before midnight.
이여주
I put my wallet and phone in my bag and went to the cafe where we were supposed to meet.
김태형
"Hey, hello."
이여주
"Hello, is Yoongi here?"
김태형
"Why didn't you come? Do you have plans today?"
이여주
"Oh, we were supposed to meet here today."
김태형
"Ah~ Okay, sit down and wait. What do you want to eat?"
이여주
"I like a warm cappuccino and Yoongi likes a warm Americano."
김태형
"Okay. I'll go and give it to you, so just sit down."
이여주
"huh"
이여주
I tapped my foot as I looked at the watch on my wrist.
이여주
10 minutes... 20 minutes... The drinks were already served, but Yoongi didn't come.
김태형
"Why isn't Min Yoongi here?"
이여주
"I don't know, I guess something's up."
이여주
Taehyung raised an eyebrow suspiciously and went back to the counter to serve customers.
02:00 PM
이여주
It's 2 o'clock, two hours have already passed since we agreed to meet.
이여주
But...why won't it come?
김태형
"But that bastard Min Yoongi is coming?"
이여주
"No...I don't know..."
김태형
"Call me."
이여주
"okay"
이여주
I went outside and called Yoongi, but the call suddenly hung up.
이여주
Anyone can tell that this was cut off on purpose.
이여주
I kept looking at the background screen where Yoongi was smiling brightly.
'I hope it's not what I think it is'
이여주
I prayed and prayed in my heart
03:00 PM
이여주
3 o'clock, I'm starting to get tired
이여주
I picked up my phone from the table in front of me, put it in my bag, and walked toward the door.
김태형
"store?"
이여주
"Yeah, I'm going to find some Yoongi."
김태형
"It's cold outside, so don't walk around too much."
이여주
"Thank you for your concern."
이여주
I opened the door and went out to Yoongi's house.
이여주
"Oh, it's cold."
이여주
I put my hands in my hoodie pockets as the cold wind blew in what should have been autumn weather.
이여주
I turned my hat over and the ground was cold. The moment I raised my head, I saw Yoon-ki.
이여주
Smiling with a woman
민윤기
".."
이여주
He was saying something, but I didn't want to know.
이여주
Don't laugh, don't do that, why... why are you doing that to me...
이여주
You said you wouldn't leave me... You said you'd stay by my side my whole life
이여주
Was it all a lie?
이여주
Was I the only one who was crazy about it?
이여주
I hated Min Yoongi, who was smiling while holding the hand of a woman I didn't even know.
이여주
But, why is my heart still burning hot even though my head is telling me to hate?
이여주
Before I knew it, you had become a little closer to me.
이여주
And I just turned around and ran
이여주
I held back my tears, not wanting to show you my face.
이여주
It's clear that we're growing apart, but why does it feel like my heart is growing apart?
이여주
Is this just my own simple delusion?
이여주
After running and running like that, I arrived at the Han River.
이여주
Only the wind blowing past my face comforted me.
이여주
Hot tears flowed down my cold cheeks.
이여주
I lost my mom, my dad, and my friends.
이여주
Do I have to lose you too?
이여주
I...don't have anyone who watches over me and loves me?
이여주
Alone, alone, alone...
이여주
Don't cry...don't cry...stop...stop...ugh..
이여주
"Ugh...sigh...ugh..."
이여주
I tried to stop the tears that kept coming out against my will.
Full stone-
이여주
I sat down on the spot, covered my head, and cried.
이여주
It hurts... It hurts... I think I'm going to die...
Save me....
I asked you a question
I love you, do you love me?
If what I've said so far isn't a lie...come find me...
Come and hug me
Tell me this is all a lie