Extra_ Dream

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Extra_ Dream

At school, there used to be a rumor going around that I was poor and that I was selling my body for money. Honestly, I didn't really care whether people would believe it or not.

I know best that it's a lie, but I don't want to ruin myself with someone else's fictional story, and I don't want to go with the repertoire that people who hate me want, and I don't want to see them laugh at my reaction.

At the time, I had the only friend I considered close. What people commonly call a best friend. We walked to and from school together, even went to lunch and the bathroom together. An ordinary, yet special friend.

But was that just my delusion? Her cold gaze turned to me. With a look of utter disgust. With barbed words. As if all the good memories of the past were irrelevant. She spat out only words that tore at my heart.

'Disgusting.'

It was the first time I felt pain. It wasn't because she had turned away from me, but because I had been nothing more to her.

I really cared for you and thought you were my one and only friend. Alas. I was mistaken.

She turned around ruthlessly and kicked open the rooftop door, slamming it shut so hard it made a loud bang. "This is so miserable. I should be angry, so why are you?"

Tears welled up in my eyes. The rumors were so ridiculous, the poor family was so ridiculous. The situation was so unsettling, I just cried.

Oh God, do I even have the adjective "happiness"? Why do you take it away from me when I try to be happy?

bang-.

A gunshot rang out. At the same time, I felt a piercing sensation in my abdomen. Something tiny and sharp, relentlessly digging into my flesh.

백진아

“Ahhhh!!!”

It hurts. It hurts, it hurts. It hurts so much. It hurts like crazy. It hurts so much that I screamed like I was going crazy and shed tears.

He sat down on the floor, almost lying down, leaned against the wall, and breathed heavily.

Seriously, you're being too harsh. Did I do something so wrong? It's so frustrating to see you physically and mentally blocking me from even experiencing happiness.

Do you hate me that much? Do you find me repulsive?

From the punctured abdomen, a torrent of dark red blood flowed out. He tried to stop the blood, which emanated a pungent odor, from flowing out without restraint. He was a weakling, powerless creature, determined to survive.

백진아

“Ugh...!!”

I pressed down hard on the spot where I'd been shot. I tried to block it, but... the pressure caused more blood to leak out.

Perhaps it was because so much blood had been lost that Shia's vision was blurry. Human figures appeared faintly. One... Two... Three...

It seemed like several people were talking about something, but I couldn't hear very well, maybe because my ears were crazy like the owner.

One of the group approached me. He reached out his hand in a gentle voice. I couldn't tell if it was a hand of good or evil, but I took it without thinking.

박지민

"are you okay?"

Contrary to my expectations, the voice was so calm that I wondered what it was, but now the only thought that dominated my mind was wanting to live. So, I grabbed the hem of his clothes without thinking.

백진아

“Please save me….”

박지민

“At least it must have been long-term.”

박지민

“If the center director finds out, he’ll say something.”

The man roughly swept his head back as if he was in trouble.

박지민

“Okay. Hyung, save that person.”

민윤기

“Fuck, I always clean up after myself.”

Another man approached and placed his hand on my stomach. "What are you doing? It really hurts. It hurts. Does that mean the wound will go away?" I frowned as his hand continued to stroke my abdomen.

And as if by magic, the pain disappeared.

백진아

“…….”

I could tell by a feeling that they were Sentinels.

박지민

“I’ll go. Well, just in case, I’ll go to the hospital.”

The distance between me and the sentinel group grew longer and longer.

Ah… … I should have said thank you. But strangely, my mouth wouldn't open. I came to my senses and touched the part of my stomach that had been pierced earlier.

… … It was blocked. And there was no more bleeding. I pinched myself, wondering if it was a dream, but there was no need. The school uniform shirt I was wearing was stained red with blood, and the surrounding area was covered in an unpleasant mess.

The combination of a crooked shirt and red blood really doesn't suit you.

Extra_ Blood

Haha ...

Why is my writing skills getting worse and worse? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I'm so disillusioned 🤦

I wrote a fanfic without even dying

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