F a k e L o v e _
Episode 43 | A Novel
Past story
The two sat down to have a late dinner.
박지민
I apologize, lady.
박지민
I'm going to apologize a little... a little late.
As the sweet atmosphere was ripening,
Jimin carefully tries to express his apology.
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Like any other day, you were about to leave work after finishing your work as a teacher.
I was staying in the dormitory on base for a week without returning home, and I was on my way back home for the first time in a while.
But on that day, the rain poured down so heavily.
It was raining so hard that I would have believed there was a hole in the sky.
I didn't even bring a car, so I was walking with a black umbrella, and luckily I passed the school gate where you were standing helplessly in the rain.
박지민
Hey...don't you have an umbrella?
도여주
yes yes...
You were the one who put your small hands on your head to avoid getting wet from the rain.
Even after just a few seconds, your clothes were soaking wet, so I thought I couldn't do it.
박지민
Please write this down before you go.
I gave you my umbrella.
도여주
Oh, no..! It's okay, a taxi will come soon..
박지민
Please keep using it until then
As a result, the rainwater begins to gradually soak me,
도여주
No.. that's not it..!
도여주
Use that one..!
You were the one who said that while urgently putting an umbrella over me.
박지민
I can buy one on my way there..
도여주
Why are you wasting money..!
도여주
...just,
도여주
If you have time, please stay until the taxi arrives.
He probably didn't want to get rained on, so he didn't tell me to go.
박지민
I will do that haha
You may have seen it, but I found that a little funny.
I think I smiled a little.
That was the day we first met,
We met often under the pretense that you would repay me for that someday.
Thanks to that, I naturally fell in love with her and got married not long after we started dating.
Ah, it's been 4 years_
It wasn't a short period of time, so we got married because we had confidence in each other.
I, who have given everything to you, would rather not be satisfied
I chose to hurt you, foolishly.
I didn't plan on doing that from the beginning either_
I was looking forward to a sweet and happy newlywed life like everyone else,
Shouldn't I have expected the same things other people do?
Four months into our married life... I think it was around that time, when I was training and got seriously injured all over my body.
During training, something went wrong with the gun the private was using, and it kept misfiring, and several bullets got lodged in my body as I was standing across from the private.
Even the training ground was located on a mountain at a fairly high altitude, so after being hit by about 4 bullets... I rolled down a steep slope of grass without any strength and was taken to the emergency room with wounds all over my body, probably from being scratched by tree branches.
I really thought I was going to die.
It's a miracle he survived.
The military uniform I was wearing was covered in blood, and when I arrived at the hospital emergency room and was taken to the operating room while lying on a hospital bed_
I opened my eyes with difficulty for a moment, and among the many doctors and nurses, all I could see was
You, with your face covered in tears, were the only one who helped me.
At that time, you held my powerless right hand and ran with me among the medical staff pushing the hospital bed.
I still remember it vividly.
Because it was the first time I saw you cry like that.
It was only for a moment, and I closed my eyes again.
When I opened my eyes again, I was in a hospital room, not an operating room.
You were lying face down on the blanket I was covering you with, and you didn't stop crying until you fell asleep, so your tear stains were all over your face.
At that time I
I feel so guilty towards you_
It was just a big incident at the time, but I was taken to the hospital emergency room more than once or twice.
Accordingly, your own time is gradually being brought into me,
And every time you are hospitalized, your heart feels like it is becoming more and more obsessed with staying by my side.
The way you think of me more than yourself_
It seemed like I was gradually turning you into 'Park Jimin's wife' rather than 'Do Yeo-ju'.
So if I try to move away, will you focus on yourself a little more?
If you distance yourself from me, will you become a 'helper'?
When I'm gone, you'll be completely yourself.
The thought suddenly began to occur to me, and from then on
It seems like I've just been hurting you for no reason.
More than just hurting you, I've made you suffer and given you unforgettable pain.
But now
박지민
I can love you again with peace of mind.
박지민
So I've been all my life_
박지민
I'm sorry to you, and
박지민
I promise to live my life giving you more love than anyone else.
박지민
...That was too long
박지민
....I'm sorry, lady.
박지민
....I'm sorry, I'm sorry again. Just my...
[Warak-]
_The female protagonist hugs Jimin tightly without saying anything.
도여주
....I'm crying again, you're making me..ㅎ
_Before she knew it, the female protagonist's voice was trembling, and tears were welling up in her eyes.
도여주
...I know, I understand.
도여주
Now it all makes sense...
도여주
Even the things that were indifferent to me...
도여주
I understand that it was your clumsy expression of affection when you were young at heart.
도여주
That you loved me too
도여주
Now you know_
_The female protagonist moves away from Jimin and wipes her tears with her sleeve.
도여주
...Thank you for telling me.
박지민
thank you
박지민
Thank you for waiting by my clumsy side.
_Finally, the two look at each other and smile brightly.
_and
_The heroine approaches Jimin first and kisses him secretly.
_The heroine closes her eyes, and the tears that had been welling up flow down her cheeks.
Jimin wiped away the flowing tears with his hand and naturally wrapped his arms around the back of the female lead's neck and continued kissing her softly.
I don't know..😳