First Love Again
Ep 10
“I don’t know why I’m like this either…”
It's been almost a week since I arrived here, in this past. In the meantime, here's what I've learned...
First, this isn't a dream. The pain, the emotions, the feelings—everything is vivid.
Second, the protagonists of this past are me and Kim Taehyung. Given that we've come to this point out of all the pasts, Kim Taehyung is the central figure.
Third and last, no matter what I do, actual events that happened in the past will inevitably happen again.
What this means is that Kim Taehyung and I both ended up in the photography club. No matter what I did, we were destined to meet in the photography club.
I can anticipate what's going to happen, so I can prepare for it. It's a blessing in disguise.
박 지 민
Taehyung, take it!
김 태 형
huh!
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Hey hey Kim Taehyung, mark him! Stop him!!
It's PE class now. I'm sitting on the floor of the auditorium, watching the boys play basketball.
김 태 형
Ah…!! Sigh… Ha…
박 지 민
Are you okay? Hey, I think you sprained your ankle.
Now the girls are running out and worrying about Kim Taehyung. He'll try to smile and say it's okay.
Among them, Yoo Si-hyun holds out his hand and says, "Are you okay? Take my hand and get up."
유 시 현
Are you okay? Hold my hand and get up.
Kim Taehyung simply stands up, his hands on the floor, while Yoo Sihyun puts his hands in his pockets, looking embarrassed. Then he asks, "Should I take you to the infirmary?"
유 시 현
Should I take you to the infirmary?
This is where I originally appeared. I ran over to her and asked if she was okay, and then she said no, I'll take her, and we went to the infirmary together.
But now, I can only watch their situation from afar. Why is this happening when it's bound to happen again?
Because I want to change the past. Even if it's something small, I want to break the cycle of inevitability.
김 태 형
Yeah? No, it's okay.
박 지 민
It's not that bad... Hey, Cheon Yeo-ju!
천 여 주
Oh, what, why!
박 지 민
You take Taehyung to the infirmary!
천 여 주
Why me! I'm busy, don't tell me to talk!
박 지 민
Are you really going to do this?
천 여 주
it's annoying…
You probably didn't hear me. I was mumbling something like this quietly on the street. Everyone was looking at me. Shit, if this keeps up, I'll have to go.
I trudged toward the kids, dragging my slippers. Ha, is there really no way to change the past?
천 여 주
Let's go, infirmary…
박 지 민
I'm going to take you anyway, so what's the harm in coming here a little more quietly?
천 여 주
Shut up, you should go practice basketball. You little shit…
Inevitability. The relationship between things or the outcome of an event must necessarily be that way.
I'm in a situation where I have no choice but to be by Kim Taehyung's side. I'm just a puppet, acting the same as before.
but
I'll change. So that Kim Taehyung doesn't die, so that I can confess my feelings.
I'm going to fight back. If God sent me here, then I have to fight with God.
You'll keep getting hit until you win. Then, a weak point will appear. That's when you'll aim for a strike.
Hello, I'm Eunae💖
If there are people who look at it and say, ‘Huh? Something has changed?’, you have a great eye!
I've switched from third-person to first-person writing. I think I'll continue to write in first-person.☺️
And the reader name! I'm not as famous as those great writers yet, but I want to make one too... 😅
Last time I asked, someone said "Eun-Nang-Z" and I got inspiration from that 👍
My reader name is Eun-naeng-nyeon~ It's a bit childish, isn't it? The name Ginkgo Leaf is so weird, so I wrote it down as it's pronounced :)
The ginkgo tree's flower language means longevity! I named it with the hope that you and I will all be happy for a long time. Is that okay? 💦
Thank you for always reading my imperfect writing and I look forward to working with you in the future ⭐️ I love you, Eun-ae-nyeong-beom🔥🔥❤️