For You [BL/Kwon Chan]
19. For you
A week passed like that,
During that week, Chan was examined once more as his condition worsened.
At the hospital, they diagnosed that I had contracted a virus like the flu and told me to stay in the hospital for a few days to get better.
Chan now spends more time in the hospital than at home.
Then one day
"Get out of the way! This is an emergency!"
"A patient is passing by. Please move out of the way!"
The hospital, which had been quiet for a while, became noisy again.
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"What the...huh?"
Chando, who was passing by, gave way to the emergency worker's words.
but
Let's see a person lying on a cot, breathing heavily.
Chan realized that this was not something that had nothing to do with him.
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"Seungkwan hyung?"
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"Why is my brother suddenly like that..."
Yes, the one lying on that cot, gasping for breath, was Seung-kwan.
Chan happened to see Seung-kwan like that.
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"I'm not saying he'd be that sick..."
Chan just wanted to deny the situation.
When I was sick and collapsed, it was Seung-kwan who took care of me the most.
Because he himself relied a lot on Seung-kwan.
Perhaps it was natural that I wanted to deny it.
widely-
Knock- knock-
승철
"Chan, why are you just standing here blankly?"
While Chan was blankly staring at Seungkwan
Seungcheol, who found Chan over there, ran towards him.
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"Oh, brother..."
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"Hyung Seungkwan... why did you collapse like that...?"
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"Until yesterday, I was feeling well enough to come visit you in the hospital."
As Chan spoke each word with a trembling voice,
Seungcheol opened his mouth cautiously.
승철
"...was lying down"
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"Huh? Huh?"
승철
"He was lying in his own room, out of breath, alone.."
승철
"And next to it, there were cold medicines scattered around..."
승철
"He probably had the same symptoms as you, but he just took a bunch of cold medicine and got through it."
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"....."
Chan's heart sank when he heard Seungcheol's words.
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"Then... can I go see Seungkwan hyung now...?"
승철
"Are you okay? Seungkwan shouldn't be worried, you should be taking care of yourself first..."
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"Oh no, I'm fine. So I want to go see Seungkwan hyung."
In fact, Chan's physical condition wasn't very good either.
My body temperature kept rising and I was shivering.
I just held it in for fear that Seungcheol would worry.
승철
"...Okay then"
승철
"Let's go to the emergency room..."
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"Uh...uh..."
After a while
Drumroll-
Seungcheol and Chan opened the emergency room door where Seungkwan was.
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"....."
As soon as he entered, Chan was shocked to see Seung-kwan over there.
Seeing Chan like that, Seungcheol's heart just felt complicated.
승철
"I'm sorry, Chan-ah.. I think you didn't want to see me like this either."
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"No, bro... it's okay..."
It was just talk
Chan was not okay at all
Seungkwan, who took care of me almost like a family member and played with me, is breathing hard while wearing an oxygen mask.
It couldn't have been okay.
Chan asked Seungcheol, holding back his tears.
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"Are you okay, hyung...?"
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"What happened to the group chat..."
승철
"I'm fine. And I left the group chat with Jihoon and Wonwoo..."
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"That's fortunate..."
승철
"You and Seungkwan, get better soon so we can go to the group chat."
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"Yeah, yeah... I miss you guys too."
승철
"Right? They were desperate to see you too.."
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"....he"
Since then, Chan and Seungcheol spent time staring at Seungkwan.
As it grew dark outside, Seungcheol and Chan parted ways.
That night
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"Huh...huh...huh....."
Chan keeps thinking about Seungkwan collapsing
I shed the tears I had been holding back
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"Why...huh...Seungkwan hyung...why does it hurt...huh...huh..."
When Seungcheol was around, I wanted to cry, but I tried to hold back my tears for fear that he would worry more about me.
but
Now alone, Chan was sobbing, overwhelmed by the emotions he had been feeling.
How many hours did I cry like that?
Chan eventually cried himself to sleep.
Drumroll-
In that silence, someone opened Chan's hospital room.
"....Chan-ah"
도영
"I'm here..."
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