For You [BL/Kwon Chan]
21. For you


Group room the next day

Bam-


승철
"Haa... haa...."

The group room is bustling today too.

There, Seungcheol arrived at the group chatroom, breathing heavily.


석민
"Brother, are you here?"


지훈
"It's been a while.."


준휘
"Oh, brother, didn't you say you'd leave the group chat to us recently?"

At the sound of Seungcheol's presence, all the members in the group chat turned their eyes toward him.


승철
"I don't really want to go here... I just stopped by for a bit to go to the hospital."


승철
"I don't think I'll be here for too long..."

Seungcheol continued to speak, breathing heavily.

Maybe some of you noticed it there.

Seungcheol's physical condition... is a little different than usual...

But I couldn't bring myself to say anything for fear of harming Seungcheol.


지훈
"Brother, but... aren't you pushing yourself too hard?"


지훈
"Should I care about this... or should I look after the kids..."


지훈
"Now I'm really worried about your health..."


지훈
"If it's a little hard, just say it's hard.. Seungkwan and Chan will go visit him in the hospital and take care of him."


민규
"That's right... I think you're pushing yourself too hard right now..."

Still, Min-gyu and Ji-hoon were very worried about Seung-cheol, so they carefully asked Seung-cheol.


승철
"Hmm? No.. I'm fine.."

Seungcheol said it was okay, even if it meant forcing a smile.

In fact, Seungcheol's physical condition wasn't all that great either.

I endured the fever like Seung-kwan with medicine and endured it for a week.

I guess Seungcheol has reached his limit now.


지훈
"...brother, you really don't look okay"


지훈
"You don't seem to be feeling well right now, but you keep pushing yourself too hard..."


민규
"That's right.. In my opinion, hyung needs to rest too.."

I tried to force a smile on the kids' faces so they wouldn't worry, but

Now, except for a few kids, I knew that I was pushing myself too hard and that my physical condition was not so good.

Seungcheol conveyed his true feelings with a restrained tone.


승철
"..not okay"


승철
"I've been feeling sick for the past few days with a fever and painkillers, so I've been holding on with them."


승철
"Chan-i was in more pain than me... so I held it in."


승철
"But I think I've really reached my limit..."


지훈
"..it seems like that"


지훈
"You shouldn't go here. You should go to the hospital too."


지훈
"Or should I go with you?"

Seungcheol quietly nodded at Jihoon's suggestion.

Seungcheol went to the hospital with Jihoon's support.

After a while

"I think you're just overworked and have a bad cold. You should probably be hospitalized for a few days."


지훈
"Oh, okay."

Seungcheol goes to the hospital.

In the end, Seungcheol also ended up in the hospital.

As soon as I left the examination room, I held back tears and spoke to Ji-hoon.


승철
"Sorry..."


지훈
"Hey, it's okay.. You're human too, so you can get sick too."


승철
"Okay.. Can you look after Chan while I prepare for hospitalization..?"


승철
"Oh, Seungkwan too..."


지훈
"Okay, okay, I'll take good care of Chan and Seungkwan, so get some rest today too."


승철
"okay..."

Then Seungcheol told Jihoon where Chan and Seungkwan were in the hospital room and followed the nurse to prepare for hospitalization.

Ji-hoon also went to Seung-kwan and Chan's hospital room.

Chan at that time


찬
"Huh...huh...haa.."

Chan was still crying, panting, as if the shock of the dawn hadn't subsided.

In the meantime, trauma that I thought had disappeared was brought back.

Chan trembled in fear even when he heard the sound of people outside.

Bam-


지훈
"Chan-ah..."

Meanwhile, Ji-hoon visited Chan's hospital room.


찬
"Ugh...don't come...!!! Hehe...really...don't come...hehe...sob..."

As soon as Chan met Jihoon's eyes, he broke out in a cold sweat and his breathing became rapid.


지훈
"Uh...what's wrong, Chan-ah...what happened while we weren't seeing each other?"

However, Ji-hoon, who obviously did not know Chan's situation, was embarrassed by Chan's reaction.


찬
"G...just go please..."


찬
"I'm scared..."

When Chan-i let out a word in fear,

Ji-hoon only then realized that Chan's trauma had returned.


지훈
"Okay.. Chan-ah, get some rest.. I'll come see you again when you get better.."

Ji-hoon quietly left the hospital room.

and

That must have been the last time Ji-hoon saw Chan-i.

maybe..



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