For You [BL/Kwon Chan]
24. For you


A few days later


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"Ugh...uhhh....."

The intensive care unit is filled with Seung-kwan's painful groans.

There, Seung-kwan was struggling alone to avoid death.


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"Huh? Seungkwan..."

Seungcheol, who happened to be passing by, found Seungkwan.

Seung-kwan, who was in a daze, had neither the strength to greet Seung-cheol nor the ability to recognize him.

Seungcheol realized it then too

Today is Seung-Kwan's last day...

((If it feels like deja vu, you are right..))

Only then did Seungcheol notice that Seungkwan's condition was worse than he had expected.

I informed the doctor in charge of Seung-Kwan's condition.

But the doctor in charge was indifferent

"This patient's condition has become so serious that we can't do anything about it, so we're just leaving him alone."


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"...."

That's all I can say when I see a patient struggling to breathe...

Seungcheol suppressed his anger and spoke calmly to the doctor.


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"all right...."

And then the doctor in charge left.

Seungcheol stared at Seungkwan.


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"Ugh... ugh... ugh... huh..."


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"Ugh....."

Seung-Kwan's breathing became increasingly rapid.

Seungcheol, listening to that breathing sound, felt pain every moment.


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"You might as well say it's a lie..."


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"If you die too, I..."

Seungcheol was overcome with sadness and stopped talking, quietly shedding tears.

Seung-kwan looked at Seung-cheol, his mind on the verge of fading.


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"Ugh... Seungkwan... I wish we could just die together..."


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"Then I didn't even do this....huh.."

Since Chan-i, who was like family to me, passed away a few days ago

Seungcheol was struggling not only physically but also mentally.

Seung-kwan took great care of Seung-cheol and comforted him.

but

Now Seung-gwan is in the same situation as Chan-i.

Seungcheol was just at a loss.

How many meaningless minutes have passed like that?

Beep- beep-

Seung-kwan's heart rate suddenly dropped

Seungcheol looked at Seungkwan in surprise.

Seung-kwan remained motionless, appearing even more unconscious than a few minutes ago.


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"Ugh... Seungkwan....."

Seungcheol continued to cry while holding onto Seungkwan, who was out of breath.

Did Seung-kwan see Seung-cheol's earnestness?

Even though he was out of breath, he wiped Seungcheol's tears with trembling hands as if he was okay.

Thump-

Seungkwan's hand, which was wiping Seungcheol's tears, fell down weakly.

beep-

Seung-kwan's heart rate also stopped.


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"......."

As soon as I heard Seung-kwan's heartbeat stop,

Seungcheol felt dizzy.


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"Sigh... Seungkwan... sigh... what am I supposed to do if you die...."

Soon, Seungcheol continued to cry while holding onto Seungkwan, who was getting colder.

I tried to deny this situation

But the reality that Seung-kwan is already dead cannot be reversed.

Seungcheol spent each day feeling depressed.

Chan, every time I thought of Seungkwan, I cried like crazy.

Seungcheol, who lived each day so gloomy and, in a way, exhausted,

His condition became so severe that he had no choice but to be admitted to the intensive care unit.



I couldn't use it....anything....

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