Girlfriend, recruiting a new member?!
Episode 57


#RM (Kim Nam-joon)'s perspective

Then one day.

Yeojun, who in the past would not have shown his face until he went into his room and ate,

I put on my going-out clothes and headed to the front door.


김남준
Hey, where are you going?


김여준
Who cares?

Yeojun's answer to my question asking where he was going was,

It was extremely cold and chilly.


김남준
....

I wonder why

Why is it so unfamiliar?

Yeojun's behavior was somewhat strange.

As if giving up everything.

From such a cold and icy gaze

I felt something I couldn't understand.

And Yeojun soon left.


김남준
N... No....

An inexplicable sense of unease overwhelmed me.

I hurriedly followed Yeojun outside.


김남준
Kim Yeo-jun!!!!!

I left in a really hurry.

Without even realizing that I was wearing mismatched shoes,

I ran to find Yeojun.

And at a crosswalk

I was able to find Yeojun.


김남준
Yeojun!!



김여준
...

Yeojun, looking at me and smiling sweetly at my shout.

I felt it in Yeojun's smile.

If I can't stop it here,

The fact that Yeojun could die

I felt it deeply.

I hurriedly ran toward Yeojun.

A road where cars travel at high speeds.

A red traffic light.

Yeojun's feet, looking as if they are about to take a step forward.

I was very anxious.

If my prediction is correct,

I hope it's not, but if it is,

I was going to be plagued by guilt.

As I run

Yeojun's feet headed toward the road where cars were speeding,

I really rushed fast

He wrapped his arms around Yeojun.

Baaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loud car horn sounds.

Me rolling around on the road with Yeojun.

The road quickly became noisy.

These things happened in an instant.

Amidst the murmuring crowd,

At the center were me and Yeojun, and

Holding onto my dizzying fading consciousness,

I checked on Yeojun's condition in my arms.


김여준
.....

Yeojun, who lost consciousness.

I regretted it.

To such a tender little child

What have I done?

A mistake everyone makes at least once

A mistake anyone can make when they are young

It's a mistake even adults make.

Why me,

Did I treat Yeojun so harshly?

The profanity and violence directed at Yeojun without thinking out of frustration.

How terrifying and difficult must it have been to endure the violence and verbal abuse from none other than her own family member, her older brother?

How desperate must things have been for him to even attempt suicide?

Regret only realizing it now.

Regret that comes only after a long time has passed.

Regret that is already too late.


김남준
I... I'm sorry.... Kim.. Yeojun....

It's very late, but,

Yeojun probably won't be able to hear it, but

I gave Yeojun a very late apology.

And, I also lost consciousness.

Episode 57 The end


작가밈
Poof!


작가밈
Hmm... I'm not sure if I wrote this well...


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I think stories about the past will probably continue for the time being...


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Um... I plan to continue including the point of view for the past stories,


작가밈
The current story will continue from the author's point of view, without a fixed perspective.


작가밈
So please enjoy watching until the end!


작가밈
Well then, bye~