Hello, Diamond Wall?

Episode 23: Certain Sweet Potato

That's how the lecture ended.

Jihoon oppa didn't look comfortable, but he didn't seem to be in much of a discomfort either.

I couldn't concentrate on the lecture because I was worried about Jihoon oppa and that person who I think was Yerim senior.

I don't remember what you said.

Maybe because I was so shocked, I couldn't easily leave the classroom.

배주현

Lady.

한여주

...

배주현

I have to go now.

한여주

...

배주현

Now...now let's go, heroine. Stop struggling. Something must have happened to that guy too.

한여주

...Okay...Okay...Let's get out of here quickly...

배주현

...huh.

When I came out into the hallway, what I saw was...

예림 선배

Hehehe!

박지훈

yes?

It was senior Yerim who was full of hypocrisy and oppa Jihoon who accepted it.

배주현

...Hey, aren't you hungry? What should I eat?

한여주

...

배주현

Or would you like to get some fresh air?

한여주

...Joohyun, I want to be alone today... For the remaining lectures... Please speak to the professor nicely...

배주현

...Okay, heroine. Just go home and get some rest today. And don't just drink alcohol out of depression. You can't even drink.

한여주

Phew- Okay. Got it. I'll go first.

So I dropped out of college and walked.

Walking

Walking,

I walked again.

Then, a space I had never seen before appeared before my eyes.

한여주

Hah...where am I...

I couldn't walk any longer because my legs were so weak.

So I leaned against the bench right next to it.

한여주

...under...

한여주

What should I do now...?

Tears welled up in my eyes.

Stop

And the warm liquid dripping down my cheek.

I didn't really try to stop the flowing liquid.

I hope that will relieve some of your stress.

I hope that I can approach you again with a slightly lighter heart.

I sat on that bench and cried for hours.

I cried and cried.

But the tears didn't seem to stop.

한여주

Hehe- sigh...

The sky is cruelly very clear.

Quite the opposite of what I thought.

If it rained, my tears would have been washed away too.

If the sky was dark, I could have looked up at it.

The heavens were cruel and did not help me.

Why do people say that when you go to an amusement park and ride something like the Viking and fall down, your heart flutters?

Anyway, since the heart is like that, there will be people who are sick.

So, when you go to an amusement park, there will be people who refuse to ride those kinds of rides.

That's me right now.

My heart hurts like it's going to burst

Because of that pain, you distance yourself from that person.

My heart hurts so much right now.

The disappointment of being betrayed by someone you loved

The injustice of being betrayed by someone you trusted

And now that I've felt this way for the first time, I feel like I can't control my emotions anymore.

I loved you too much.

I loved it so much and cherished it so much.

So I think the emotions I feel now are being multiplied.

I may have misunderstood.

I could be mistaken and just feel this way.

But even if it was a misunderstanding, I was very disappointed by what I saw earlier.

He is usually a very stubborn person.

Why, why on earth, is it so easy for that senior?

Why didn't you catch me?

Why didn't you comfort me when I was having a hard time?

Why on earth.

All my thoughts, actions, and words right now are questions and negatives.

You can see that the two are mixed together and it is literally really depressing and difficult.

I didn't want to be comforted by anyone right now.

I just want to be alone

I just want to think about it a little more.

But the more I think about that, the more miserable I feel.

It seems like it's only getting harder for me.

한여주

ha...

Before I knew it, the tears had stopped

Only a long sigh could fill this void.

08:00 PM

Before I knew it, it was already 8 o'clock.

한여주

How long has it been...

Thinking that it was time to go, I got up from my seat and headed to my house.

I had a bit of a hard time because I was unfamiliar with the streets and the place I was seeing for the first time, but luckily I arrived near my house.

And it was an alley.

Actually, I didn't have to go to the alley, but I decided to go to a slightly gloomy alley that matched my mood.

예림 선배

Hey... Jihoon!

A voice that sounds familiar.

박지훈

yes?

A familiar back view

Yes, that's right.

Jihoon oppa and Yerim senior were right there.

I was so surprised that I hid behind the wall.

예림 선배

Jihoon...I like you!!

예림 선배

Ugh... I could really refuse... but my sister really likes Jihoon...

예림 선배

So I'm going to refuse... At least understand my feelings...

...That's ridiculous.

I obviously have a girlfriend

Why are you confessing there?

Why doesn't Jihoon just dump me?

Why is this happening...

Why are you like this today...

I listened to the end with great disappointment and despair.

Surely you won't accept it.

박지훈

...I like you too, senior...

I said it was good

I said it was good now.

I'm not the only one who heard this.

Good.

What's good, what's coming next?

I just got out of there and ran.

To our house.

So I came into the house quickly.

My face was once again covered in tears.

suddenly...

It happened so suddenly.

It happened in an instant and was over in an instant.

What should I do now...

What should I do...

At this moment, there was nothing I could do.

All I can do is let these flowing tears flow and prepare my heart to say goodbye.

I kept crying like that.

Eventually, I cried so hard that I almost collapsed and lay down on the bed, wiping away the tears that were flowing down my face.

I fell asleep.

I hope this is all a dream.

I hope that when I wake up tomorrow morning, my brother will be there to greet me again.

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There are quite a lot of descriptions today, right? Haha

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Oh and thank you for 4000 views!!♡♡♡♡

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Now I need some cider to solve this sweet potato problem...

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Well then, I'm off to find some cider! Bye, Bobdungis!